misjudged the notion of love

you have got to be kidding....

Both glared at the other has they stood a foot apart, mew raised an eye brow has the silence started to become definite.
"What do you want gulf?"
Gulf took in a deep breathe to then eye the floor with furrowed brow.
Mew rolled his eyes has the boy didn't say a word.
"Okay......"
Mew then turned a bit to then start to close the door.
Gulf took a step forward to then place a hand to the back to then force it to stay open, mew signed to open it a bit to look to him.
"What is it you want!"
Gulf flexed his jaw.
"I...... Want you to......ugh....."
Mew narrowed his eyes.
"Want me to what? I don't have time for this gulf....."
Gulf then darkly chuckled to then look up to then step back to wrap his arms about.
Mew rolled his eyes to open the door a bit to look to gulf.
"Damnit, what do you want?"
Gulf gritted his teeth to then eye the grpund once more.
This was more easier in his head.
Mew then shook his head, he was growing tired of this game.
"Listen.....I am not going to just stand here while you are too be this way. Go home."
Gulf then groaned.
"I am too be this way because of fucking you!"
Mew raised his drink too his lips to consume a bit to then lower it to eye.
"Just tell me why you're here and what you want."
Standing there once more, in utter silence, this was not at all easy for gulf to say.
Mew then stepped back.
"I am not doing this, go home."
Mew then stepped back to try to close the door for gulf to take a step forward to then keep it open while he looked down to take in a deep breathe.
"I want you to sleep with me!"
Mew stopped trying to close the door, to then open it wide to look to gulf who stepped back to eye the floor to have his hands into fists to either side.
"Excuse me?"
Gulf then wrapped his arms about to turn his head to look down the hall.
"You heard me."
Mew scoffed.
"You can't be serious."
Gulf took in a deep breathe and kept his head turned..
"I have done everything, exactly everything when I shelled off those 2 seconds last time, the only thing I seem to missing is..... What happened..... Between you and i...."
Gulf then looked to mew to give him quite the glare has he saw mew to be laughing.
"Oh gulf, haha, that's a good one, now run along home."
Mew stepped back for gulf to sign heavily making him stop.
"I am being very serious. I am training for the Olympics mew, that is my dream, shelling off 2 or even 8 would get me there, listen I have tried everything else, I do not want to be here, however what happened.... Um......yeah..... To that.... Um.... One day.....it seemed to be the reason, that is why I'm here, I want to..... Again to see."
Mew raised an eye brow to then wrap his arms about.
"Sex is not the reason why you shelled off those two seconds gulf, and if it is, then go find someone else. This first time, rather you see it this way or not, was to help you, the second was accidental, a mistake. This is not going to ever happen again. Now if you would...."
Mew brought his hand up to wave gulf off.
Gulf then stepped forward to push mew back to look at him in anger..
"You are so wrong in so many levels mew, but I am not in the mood to have hours of conversation with you to explain so has to why, I just need you to sleep with me."
Mew furrowed his brow to place his hand to the nob.
"Go to hell gulf!"
Mew tried to shut the door for gulf to keep it open once more.
"Being near you, I am already there! Now you listen to me, I need this mew. I also don't have time to wine and dine someone to then sleep with them."
Mew rolled his eyes.
"Just go pick up someone, there that's solved. Now move your hand away and go home."
"I will not until you fuck me mew!"
Mew eyes widened.
"Have you've not been listening to me, I am not going to do that, now go home!"
"Damnit you bastard! You owe me."
Mew tensed to then look down.
Gulf looked to mew to then step back.
"Hopfully, you are right mew, maybe this isn't what..... But I have literally tried everything fucking else, I need to shell off this time, it is my goal and dream to run in the Olympics."
Mew Took in a deep breathe to make a face.
"This..... Isn't going to work gulf..... We also should not be doing this again."
"Mm, I agree with you there, however I need to see mew, so..... My next meet is next week, I need you there, same time."
Mew rolled his eyes to then look to gulf.
"Doing the exact same thing is not...."
"Things will differ I know that mew, I am not stupid. But that is where it needs to start. So...... You need to be there!"
Mew shook his head.
"No.... This is just ludicrous thinking, I do not want to be....."
Gulf stepped forward to then place his hands to his collar..
"Now you listen to me you asshole! I hate myself for being here and telling you this, I hate everything that has happened between the two of us to my fucking core, but all I have right now is my dream and I am not going to have you fuck that up on me again, so be at my house, same time, if not, I will tell my brother!"
Mews eyes widened.
"You wouldn't...."
Gulf then shoved mew back to eye has he spilled his beer all over himself and the door to groan looking down to eye the action.
"Oh I fucking would, you faggot! So be there!"
Gulf turned to then leave.
Mew looked to his retreating back with a grimace.
"Your a faggot too!"
Gulf brought up his hand to flip him off has he then went about.
Mew signed and deeply to then look down to the mess.
Fuck