Bullet in a Bonfire

Chapter Thirty-Nine

So we know we have to get the boys to Belfast the question is how? Most of them are out on bail and none of them have a passport, not to mention the MC has no money. I strapped Harper into her seat to meet Happy, I had my first prenatal appointment, then after we are going to the clubhouse for Happy's vote to become an official member of SAMCRO. We agreed to take a bit of time to celebrate the little things like him being voted in. He was waiting for us in front of the hospital. 

"Hey baby", he smiled kissing my cheek. He took Harper from me, she giggled and wrapped her arms around his neck. 

"I swear she's starting to love you more than she loves me lately", I laughed taking his hand walking in. 

"What do you think it'll be?" He asked.

"What?" 

"The baby?"

"Baby we aren't going to find out today, it's too early. I don't even think we will get and ultra sound. It's mainly so we can confirm and make sure my levels are where they need to be". 

"Oh," he was disappointed. I thought it was cute, he was so excited. We went back almost immediately and everything was good. The doc gave me a prescription for some iron supplements that won't hurt the baby since I was slightly anemic but nothing to be worried about. Happy face was full of joy again when he heard that everything looked on track meaning the baby was healthy. 

We made it to the clubhouse just on time for the vote. He went in and with in 10 minutes then brought the new prospects in and sen them right back out. They looked so scared on their way out I couldn't help but laugh. They looked at me, confused about who I was. the bigger one seemed to get grow a pair and ordered me to get him a beer, right as he said that Happy came out meaning the vote was over. Everyone looked at the prospects in shock, Happy walked over to me and sat on the arm of my chair. 

"You going to handle this?" I nodded once I finally stopped laughing. 

"You got the wrong bitch guys. Let me introduce myself, Ana Teller, Happy's girlfriend, Jax's sister and Clays daughter," I was cut off by Jax. 

"Meaning she doesn't take orders from you, you take orders from her", he said with his mean face on. 

"There are 4 people on this earth  who can try and tell me what to do and you prospects will never be one of them. Am I understood" 

"Yes ma'am". We all laughed as they scattered. Happy had such a big smile on his face it made my heart leap. "Is it official ?" 

"I am a member of SAMCRO!" the partying started with the cheers, unfortunately it wasn't long before Tig and Kozik were fighting each other. Everyone knows Tig hates him, I don't know why they thought it was a good idea to have them in the same room as one another. I let them fight it out for a few minuets before I handed Harper to Jax and I grabbed the empty beer bottle near me, I threw it so it was only and inch form their feet and they stopped for a second thrown off by the noise. 

"Enough, If you want to beat the shit out of each other take it outside. There is a baby in here and If something happens because of your fighting, you will have me to deal with, am I understood?" they both mumbled in response, "I asked you a question". 

"Yes ma'am" the both said clearly this time, I nodded and turned back to Happy who was still smiling. He reached for my waist and leaned down to my ear.

"Why don't we go celebrate properly in the back room?" His breath on my neck set shivers down my spine and I felt my self get more and more excited. I nodded and grabbed his hand so he was following me. "Jax watch Harper",  Happy called over his shoulder.  I led him to one of the rooms,  the minute the door shut I connected his lips to mine, I wanted him. I pushed him on to the bed, I quickly took my shirt and jeans off leaving me in my underwear, His eyes watched my every move as he took his shirt off too. I sat on top of his legs and slowly kissed down his chest until I got to his belt buckle I looked up at him as I undid the belt and slip his pants and underwear down. He was already so hard, I kissed along the base and teasingly wrapped my hand around him. I slowly kissed higher and high until I reached the tip then I looked up at him giving my best innocent look opening my mouth and sliding him into my mouth. I slowly bobbed my head up and down listening to his breathing get heavier and his moans get louder his hand moved into my hair grabbing it roughly. "Fuck, come on you can take more", his voice was making me wetter and wetter. Our sex has been gentle and sweet ever since the attack, but I miss this, the dirty rough stuff. He pushed me down a bit farther, and thrusted into my month. I gagged a little as he went deeper, I felt my eyes watering as he went faster and faster. He pulled out of my mouth, "I need you now", he flipped us over so he was on top now. 

"I want you to fuck me from behind", I rolled over and arched my back, he let out a little chuckle before sliding my underwear down my legs and left little bite marks on my ass. He slowly slid into me but he didn't stay slow, He was going faster and harder than he had in a long time and I felt my self edge closer and closer to orgasm. His hand slid up my back and into my hair again, he yanked on it so I was now looking at the ceiling. I couldn't feel Happy anymore, with that one motion I was no longer haveing sex with someone I love with my entire heart, instead I was back in that warehouse, I felt the rough medal around my wrists and I felt the pain. "Stop!" I screamed grabbing the sheet and pulling away from him, I was crying and panicking. I thought I was behind this, we should be past this. Happy looked at me completely confused about what was happening, I couldn't look at him so I ran into the bathroom and locked the door. I put my head in my knees and tried to count my breaths. 

***Jax's POV*** 

I sat with Harper on my lap, she was a spitting image of her mother. Her laugh and smile took me back to when we were kids. I couldn't help but to imagine what it would be like with Abel and her growing up, them laughing and causing all sorts of trouble. Would she be protective over Abel or will it be the other way around? I will get him back and then we will find out. I will watch my son grow up. 

"Jax watch Harper" I heard Happy call out. I gaged at the fact I know he is going to fuck my sister. 

"Your mommy sucks" I told Harper, I grabbed a beer from behind the bar and was joking with the guys, trying to ignore the moans coming from the back, that is until I heard a scream. I handed Harper to the closest prospect running to the back, Clay and Chibbs shortly behind. I ran into the room and was met with a naked Happy leaning against the bathroom door. "What happened?" I asked throwing Happy his pants at him. He slipped them on. 

"I don't know", he knocked on the door again. "Ana, please let me in, I'm sorry." as I got closer to the door I could hear her crying. 

"What did you do?" I was getting angrier every second. 

"I don't know Jax," he was clearly panicked too. 

"Lets all back away from the door for a minute, Happy why don't you try talking to her again", Chibbs led me and Clay to the other side of the room. 

"Ana, Baby I need you to open the door," the door finally cracked open and he disappeared inside. 

*** Ana POV***

Happy sat next to me on the bathroom floor. 

"What happened baby?" He asked me. 

"When you yanked my hair, I was no longer with you. I back in that warehouse, I could feel all the pain again" I saw his face fall, "it's not your fault baby". 

"I'm sorry, if I had known..."

"You couldn't have, I didn't even know until I was yelling stop", he clearly had no idea what to do, I didn't blame him I didn't know either. "Can you go get me my clothes?" He nodded, slowly standing up. I could hear the questions from everyone waiting outside the door for him. He came back in and handed me my clothes. 

"I have to go with Jax and Clay we have some business to attend too". He kissed my head and I nodded at him. 

"Go I'm okay", he wasn't sure but I insisted.