my actress friend

date in the field

*GILLIANS POV*
Today was actually kind of fun, it rained (my favourite weather) and I got to hear all about y/n's night of being sick. The day is light acting mostly because the rain ruined the scenes we were going to film, so we got to go home early. Ive decided I'm going to ask her today. Ask her to be my girlfriend. I'm worried she might think I'm going to fast or maybe she's eager. I'm not sure

With each passing moment I'm more positive about my feelings. Should I ask her now? No maybe I'll wait. Besides we only just got off work. She offers to take me to a field near her house, I gladly accept and head off with her. We bring blankets, snacks, and a few Other things. After a few minutes we arrive at a very big, empty field. She runs to the middle and places the biggest blanket down. I follow her, tote bag in hand.

Once I sit down I realize how pretty the view is "wow we can see the whole city from up here" she smiles "I know, it's my favourite spot to draw" she grabs a bottle of water, taking a swig, then kissing my cheek. I blush at the gesture but don't take my eyes away from this view. I've never seen the city from this angle.

She gladly stares along with me until she grabs my hand. I love it when she does this. After a few minutes I hear tires screeching and a door slam "GILLIAN" I turn around to see David running full blast up to us "WHAT" I laugh "I just..... saw you guys" he's clearly out of breath "and I wanted..... to say hi" we both wave "hi!" I giggle with her as he catches his breath "okay that's all" he turns around "HAVE A GOOD DAY!" I yell.

I look back at y/n and she's pointing to his car. I look over and see in the passenger seat, sits Kaydence. I quickly stand up and run up to him "David!" He turns around "yeah?" I take one last quick look to make sure I'm seeing clear "why is Kaydence in your car?" He starts getting flustered "she asked me on a date so we hung out then we drove around after dinner and that's when I spotted you guys!"

I nod and look back at Kaydence on her phone, not paying attention. "okay thanks" he smiles. I turn back around "he said she asked him out" she takes a long bite of her ice cream bar "why would she do that? I always thought their relationship was weird but I didn't know she actually liked him" I shrug eating a cheeto "I mean I guess it would make sense because David's into younger women, and Kaydence definitely fits his type"

She finishes the last bite of her ice cream bar "I guess" she sighs and sits back on the blanket "part of me thinks she just wants him as a re bound from me, but the other part thinks maybe she's always been into him" I lay back on the blanket too "don't worry too much" I face her and watch her turn her head to me.

Her piercing blue eyes are intimidating. I see her look at my lips up and down until I finally give in. This kiss feels different. As if more.... Deep? The gentle kissing turns to making out as her hand caresses my neck. I lean into it more and feel the hand moving down my chest.

Are we about to fuck in the middle of the field?

She breaks away and says "maybe another time" she says it with a smirk but something tells me she's uncomfortable. I nod "of course" giving her a big smile hoping to help comfort her. She lays in my arms for a while as we both just stare out onto the sky. Should I ask her? I don't know is it too soon?

Ok uhh I guess I'll do it? No it's too soon. But what if she likes me too? No, Fuck it, here goes nothing