We are now heading to our hotel. It was fun, we got free foods because of how Benjamin made everyone's night. Hindi lang isa o dalawa ang kinanta niya, napakarami nito. Nakijam pa ang banda sa kaniya. Maybe one day, he'll be known for his voice, pouring his soul to every word that he sings.
"Thanks for pushing me, Lucas. I never thought that the experience will be like this."
"Anytime." Then I hugged him from the back as we watch the whole Baguio at midnight. "Paano ka natutong kumanta?"
"Well, my father made me do it. He's the one who keeps pushing me even if I don't want to. Tanging ang pagiging Arkitekto lang ang hindi nila naipilit. Gusto niya na maging katulad niya ako, sila ni Mommy, you know, be part of the businesss world." He heaved a deep sigh where you can feel the heaviness behind those words.
I did not say any word. I just listen to him.
"Buti ay ipinaglaban ko ang gusto ko."
"Yeah, I'm proud of you for doing that."
"Thank you. Thank you for this day, thank you for everything."
"All for you, Benjamin."
The cold wind of Baguio brushes our skin, but the warmth of our body made it bearable. We did not tear our lips apart as we are heading towards the bed. I remove all of his clothes, ready to touch every inch of his skin.
"Are you fine with this?" He asked as I am slowly heading towards his hard manhood.
"I love you." Then I put it inside my mouth.
"Putang ina, Lucas Raphael!" He shouted.
Pinagigihan ko ang pagsubo sa kahabaan niya. Matagal ko nang pinaplano 'to, nanood pa ako ng mga point of view ng mga taong ginagawa ito. I hope he's enjoying this. Again, all for you Benjamin.
"Wait." Then he pushes me.
"What? Why? Nasasabit ba ang ngipin ko?" Nagtataka kong tanong.
"No, I'm near." Then he tried to relaxed himself.
"I thought you're experienced at this huh?" I teased him. "How come that without even five minutes of my mouth going into yours made you really close?" Then I lick it again.
"Lucas!" He shouted
He's not lying. All of his loads are now in my mouth and I can help but to swallow all of it.
Hinahabol ang hinanga niya. Nakatingin lang ako sa kaniya habang nasa bibig ko pa rin ito. Napakit ang mata niya, parehas kaming hindi gumagalaw hanggang sa naisip ko na ituloy ulit ito. Masyado pang maaga, Benjamin. Matagal kong pinaghandaan 'to tapos bibigay ka lang agad? That's not how it works, baby.
Then the night went on and on. I don't know how many times he exploded. Sa buong oras na iyon ay nakahiga lang siya habang tinatrabaho ko siya. He became more sensitive. Is that how I affect you, Benjamin? If that's so, let's do this all day.
Alas tres y media nang itigil namin ito, hingal na hingal na siya. Nahiga ako sa tabi niya at saka ko hinubad ang mga damit ko. It's my turn now, I just want to lay beside him as I work on myself.
Then, I got shocked when he stood up.
"What are you doing, Benj?"
"I'll do what you did." Then he placed himself on my frontal.
"Are you sure? Is it okay with you? You don't have to do it just because I did it to you. I can wa... Tang ina!"
He is now working on mine. Wala akong nagawa kung hindi magmura at umungol. It's my first time and I never thought that this how it felt like lalo pa na siya ang gumagawa. Now I understand his reaction
"I'm close, Benjamin ." Then he paused "Why did you stop?" I asked he him.
"Yabang mo pa a, ikaw din pala." Then we both chuckled.
He continued doing it for who knows how long. Gaya ng ginawa ko ay wala rin siyang sinayang mula sa mga nilabas ko.
Huminto kaming dalawa ng maramdaman namin ang pagod. May araw na nang mahiga siya sa tabi ko ulit.
"We didn't saw the sunrise." I told him as we both stare outside through the balcony.
"Yeah, but you're more worthy. Sumikat man siya o hindi, kasama pa rin kita."
Then we both fell asleep peacefully.
Today is Monday, it's been a day since I last saw him. Sa bahay ko nila siya hinatid nang makauwi kami mula sa Baguio. I stayed for a bit, para ibigay ang aming pasalubong at nakipagkwentuhan na rin kay Charles at sa magulang niya saka umalis. Now, I am just waiting in the parking lot para sabay kami na pumasok.
"Hoy!" Pangugulat niya sa akin pero hindi naman siya nagtagumpay.
"Where's your car?"
Inirapan ako nito dahil sa hindi ko man lang pinansin ang ginagawa niya. "Wala, iniwan ko. Nagpasundo ako kay Kayden."
"Siya ba ang nobyo mo? Bakit hindi ako ang tinawagan mo?"
"Wala lang."
"Ganda ng sagot mo a. Halika na, mahuhuli na tayo sa klase."
Hindi ko siya sinabayan sa paglalakad, tumungolang ako nang mabilis dahil sa naging tagpo namin.
Natapos ang buong klase nang hindi kami halos nag-uusap. Magsasalita lang kami kung may itatanong kami sa isa't isa, pero bukod doon ay wala na. Kahit ang pagsandal sa isa't isa ay hindi namin ginawa.
Ngayon ay papauwi na kami, hatak hatak ko siya dahil ang balak pa nitong gawin ay magpahatid kay Dylan papauwi.
"Ano bang ginagawa mo?" I snapped out the moment we both entered my car.
"Nothing." Tipid niya na sagot na nagpabuntong hininga sa akin.
"Did I do something wrong? Tell me about it, so we can talk about it and I can say sorry."
"I'm just being careful, Lucas. One of dad's business partner saw us, holding hands." Saka siya yumuko mula sa pagtingin sa akin. "Nagdahilan lang ako na walang ganon na nangyari. Gabi iyon, sinabi ko na baka namali lang. That's why they did not let me bring my car, so they'll see if you'll end up picking me up. Good thing is that I head's up Kayden about it."
"I'm sorry." That's all I can say. I never even exerted an effort earlier to know all of the things behind.
"I'm sorry too. We need to lay low a bit." Saka siya nangangamba na tumingin sa akin.
"It's all right. I understand." Then we hug each other. "Text me, okay? You can tell me everything you know that. Itatanan kita kung gusto mo." Then we both laugh.
"Gago ka talaga. Hatid mo ako hanggang sa labas lang ng Subdivision. Gagawa nalang ako ng kasalanan para matakpan at makapaglandian na ulit tayo." Saka kami sabay na tumawa at tumungo na papauwi.
"Bye, Lucas!" He just raised his middle finger in me and laugh. Inirapan ko nalang ito at tuluyan nang tinahak ang aking uuwian.
BINABASA MO ANG
The Light Before Dawn (BxB)
General FictionIllumination Series #1 (Completed) A college student, Caius Benjamin Sy, got everything in his life since then. His life seems perfect, at least for others. He has the money, the looks, a good set of friends, and a girlfriend, who later dumped him...
