Mcyt -autistic- oneshots

20k special! When the people whisper and stare (Tommy and the rest of the SBI)

The request for this chapter was: Okay!

So maybe Tommy, Wilbur, Techno and Philza are hanging out and maybe Tommy has a meltdown, from to much sound or to many people and people around them point and whisper stuff and some say it loud enough for him to hear?

Obviously, as I expect you are all aware, Techno is currently battling cancer. But I'd quite like this book, to be a space you guys can get away from that if you are finding it difficult, and I'd quite like it to be a thing I can use to distract myself. Cancer has been in my family before, and I am well aware to some of the processes and affects. In truth, cancer tears your body apart, leaving your mind to its own devices, and more than that, it tears the people around you too. But let's not stay on this topic for much longer. In this story, Techno never had cancer and it is set around the time of may half term, coming in this spring for U.K. people. Hope that helps people have a better understanding and that you enjoy this!

Also I know this is a lot of info, but this will be the 20k special. Much like the America series that spans over 2 weeks, but probably not as much going on (no 11 part Disneyland parts for this mini series). This will explore an autistic Tommy, with the Sbi, in England. So look out for it!

Tommy's POV:

The blade, Mr Techno himself, had finally agreed to travel to the U.K. After all the time, my excitement to meet him had only increased. Since Phil had the biggest house, it was decided we would all bunk there for the 2 weeks that Techno was coming to stay. And whilst in discord calls, we had organised to do some pretty cool stuff, and even better, we weren't going to vlog it. I know that sounds weird, because I love to do my vlogs and use them to look back on all the cool things I get to do because of YouTube and twitch. But I never get to be with Techno in real life, and I rarely don't have to mask when I meet up with my friends -we always stream or make videos-. I just wanted to enjoy the 2 weeks (which luckily my parents had let me go on, because whilst one of the weeks was my half term break, the other I was supposed to be at college).

The rest of the sleepy bois knew I'm autistic, most of friends do, just not the fans. I never really wanted to have to deal with all the things they would say or do if I told them, and to be honest, being autistic was a weird thing for me. For some reason, 3 year old me had taught himself to mask, which most autistic boys don't do, and because I taught myself to mask, my parents just thought I was a bit slow to develop and then everything was fine. I was always an anxious but out going kid, it was a little weird. When I masked I would make myself really over the top (kind of like the Tommyinnit persona) in order to try and fit in and get people to like me; it never worked, everyone found me annoying instead. And that's when the anxiety came in, when I stopped masking, I was a shy quiet kid that would only really talk to people I trusted, hence why I was always loud, but didn't mask fully, in front of my parents. To put it simply, I'm a little messed up, but my friends like me that way.

Wilbur and I had agreed to travel to Phil's on the Friday. He was going in the late morning, and I was going after college ended, at about 3 o'clock. All in preparation for Phil driving down to pick Techno up from the airport the next afternoon, when he landed. My Dad had agreed to drive me so I didn't have to deal with the trains that sometimes stressed me out, and as it was only around 15 minutes from mine to Phil's, I would be there in time to have half of the afternoon and the entire evening with Will and Phil. I packed my bags for the 2 week stay the night before, and felt myself filled with excited energy the next morning. The entire day I was understimulated and was constantly getting dirty looks for humming 'too loudly' or tapping my feet when I was sat down. But nothing could change the fact I was so excited for meeting Techno and hanging out with my friends. I practically ran to the bus stop out of college and when I got off the bus, I proceeded to run back home. Still not getting rid of the energy that had built up inside of me.