setting sun (gAWongSt)

ss s02e09

"trials in life are not meant to make us fail, but to see how far we can fly."
-quotediary.me

I want to live forever
Inside the nights and days.
Wishing on a silver cloud,
Crawling across the moonbeams.
A summer night in heaven
Between the stars and waves.
Race across the old bonfire;
Trample on my heartbeat.

I wanted to turn you on
My favorite song.
Wanted to be near you
But somebody owns you now.

I love you with a fire,
Ablazing till times end
But what good is a heart
When it shudders to speak.
I guess it's too late now.

"I wanted to turn you on
My favorite song.
Wanted to be near you
But (of course) somebody owns you now.
(And) I tried to live somehow
Somebody owns you now" (Repeat 2x)

Somebody owns you now

"why? ano ang kasalanan namin sayo? " sigaw ni doc chi-ling kay carly...

"you deserved this! muntik ng mawala ang kaisa isa kong anak na babae dahil sayo... bigla ka na lang umalis... me appointment kami sayo, di ba? sana you refer us sa isang maasahan na doctor na titingin sa anak ko bago ka umalis." pasigaw na sagot ni carly kay doc chi-ling

humingi ng paumanhin si doc chi-ling kay carly at nagpaliwanag but the latter did not entertain her explanation bagkos sinampal pa nya si doc chi-ling sabay sabi na, " alam mo ang status ng anak ko. sayo binigay ni deanna ang management sa treatment nya tapos aalis ka ng ganon ganon na lang?"

"hindi ko nga alam na aalis ako sa araw na yun! i was caught off-guard sa plano ng ina ni deanna... iyan, yan si doc kam alam nya kung ano ang nangyari kung bakit ganon ang ginawa sa amin ni mommy j... deanna and i declined her offer but she insisted... naiwan nga ang mga telepono sa mga kotse namin dahil mommy j put us in an off guard situation na hindi kami maka hindi sa kanya... " doc chi-ling explained again. this time, may halong galit na at iyak sa pagbigay nya nang paliwanag kay carly...

"you should have told doc j then before you leave na may mga client kang kailangan mong i hand over sa ibang doctor whom you trusted but unfortunately you didn't kung kaya muntik ng mawalan ng hininga ang kaisa isa kong anak na babae..." carly replied doc chi-ling with so much anger...

"naligtas naman ang anak mo under my care, di ba? bakit kailangan pang danasin ni doc chi-ling ito? " doc kam butted in...

"you are not part of my revenge pero you interfered when i sent someone to bring this irresponsible doctor to me by all means... don't worry, i won't harm you but i can't just let you go away right now. hindi pa ako tapos sa paghihiganti sa doctor na to... " carly replied in a low voice trying to calm doc kam...

"why get even? it was doc j who ordered me to give your daughter proper primary care the best possible way i can while doc chi-ling was out of the country with her daughter... you can't just charged doc chi-ling as an irresponsible doctor then dahil doc j made it sure na lahat ng client nina doc deanna at doc chi-ling ay hindi maputol ang pagbibigay ng primary care at follow up check up while doc j was trying to help them save their relationship as couple from getting broken... lahat ng magulang walang ibang gusto kundi buo ang pamilya ng mga anak nila for the welfare of their own children..." doc kam lengthily said to somehow save the woman she adored so much from any harm carly could do to her at para na rin mapigilan nya si carly from making unforgivable actions...

dagdag pa nya, "pangako, doc chi-ling and i will work hand in hand in giving primary care to your child... it's a promise... you once told me bago mo inuwi ang anak mo from the hospital na ano ang maari mong ibigay sa akin as your gesture of gratitude for what i did aside from paying hospital bills and doctor's fee."

she then paused for a while and took a deep breathe before she continued... "if you can still recall, di ba i declined? ang sabi ko lang just keep an eye on your child all the time... but still you insisted at di ka umalis until i said one day, if i need help or anything, sa iyo ako unang tatakbo..."

doc kam released a deep sigh at tinapunan si carly in a begging look then continued... "mam, ito na... ito na ang ang hihingiin ko sayo... hwag ka na maghiganti dahil kahit mapatay mo pa si doc chi-ling, it wouldn't change what happened in the past... at kung magtagumpay ka in getting even... you can never be happy knowing you did something awful... at hindi mo maitago ang katotohanan habang buhay... paano kung mahuli at makulong ka, do you think your family especially your youngest can live a happy life without you by their side? hindi ka naman masamang tao... alam ko yan... please makiusap ako sayo. na palayain mo na si doc chi-ling and never do anything stupid...

"kung hindi ko ituloy ang paghihiganti, di mawala yung poot na naramdaman ko sa kanya... kung papalayain ko sya... mas malaki ang chance na makulong ako kung kaya iba na ang hilingin mo sa akin... not this one... " carly said in a calm tone

carly, no one will know what happened today... we will let this slide... just please listen to me and think over and over again before you can do a thing na ayaw mong pagsisihan sa hinaharap... - doc kam

hindi na sumagot pa si carly sa pakiusap na paulit ulit sa kanya na palayain na nito si doc chi-ling...

hanggang sa tumigil na si doc kam at nagdasal na lang na sana bigyan Nya ng wisdom si carly...

wala nang naririnig in a very small cabin of the yatch kundi mga pigil na hikbi ni doc chi-ling as she decided to just pray instead na makisali sa sagutan nina carly at doc kam...

once again... she made a bargain to her creator na kung sakali man makauwi pa syang buhay sa kanyang pamilya, it's a sign na she and doc deanna will just be there to be the parent of their three children... no more no less...

natigil sya sa kakausap sa Kanya when carly hit her with a kick on her forehead that made it bloody bago tumakbo palabas ito sa cabin...

doc kam called her but she just banged the cabin door...

"hey, doc, just hang on... i'll do my best na makalaya tayo dito..." kausap ni doc kam kay doc chi-ling as she tried her best to untie her arms...

dahil sa adrenaline rush, doc kam was able to free herself then immediately kinalagan nya si doc chi-ling and gave her forehead a pressure to stop the bleeding...

saan hahantong ang tagpong iyon?

amping kanunay...