"it's hard to move on but hard steps will make the future."
- azproquotes. com
with her mother's presence, deanna was able to go through healing process... it took her a year to finally start a new chapter of her life... a life without jemalyn physically but with jemalyn's treasured memories...
the dreams for their future...
the thought of finding each other...
the belief that one day they'll be back in each others arms...
and finally start to build their own family and raise their children...
yan na lang ang laging iniisip ni deanna at pinaniniwalaan na magkatotoo sa bawat araw na binigay ng Diyos sa kanya... sa araw ataw na sumusubok humakbang towards a new fresh start...
urong sulong yung pagmo move forward ni deanna after a year of acceptance and letting go process...
di naman sya sinukuan ni doc j at ng dada nya. they're the wind beneath her wings...
a push every time she stepped backward...
a pull whenever she won't dare to make even a little step forward...
minsan, si deanna parang grade schooler na kailangan ihatid ng mom nya sa school at abangan sa labas during her break time para if ever she needs help lalo na when memories of jemalyn flashes back to her senses...
ayaw magtugma minsan ang takbo ng isip at puso nya kung kaya hirap sya in making forward steps...
her experience of losing jemalyn turned her into the most introverted person. ayaw nya na makihalubilo sa mga kaklase nya sa med school. nagsasalita lang sya if there is a need to...
may mga lady classmates na nagkagusto sa kanya and even men but she never gave them a chance to. lagi nyang sinasabi na she's in a relationship and she's already engaged...
hanggang little by little nakipag usap na sya pero yun pa rin, kailangan ikaw ang mag open ng topic to talk about.
hanggang sa she drives her car to school and back home without the presence of her mom...
hanggang sa sumasama na sya sa group study...
hanggang sa sya na mismo nakipag usap sa iilan sa mga kaklase nya sa med school in cebu city.
hanggang sa sumasama na sya to dine in with one or two persons...
hanggang sya na mismo nagyayaya sa one or more person to a weekend escapade...
as months and years passed by, little by little she's back on her old deanna...
nagbalik man ang deanna na nakilala ng mga magulang at old friends at madami na rin nagbago pero yung....
a life without jemalyn physically but with jemalyn's treasured memories...
the dreams for their future...
the thought of finding each other...
the belief that one day they'll be back in each others arms...
and finally start to build their own family and raise their children...
ganoon pa rin. kumakapit pa rin sya at mas kumapit pa...
hanggang sa naging ganap na duktor na sya, kumakapit pa din sya sa thoughts na:
a life without jemalyn physically but with jemalyn's treasured memories...
the dreams for their future...
BINABASA MO ANG
setting sun (gAWongSt)
Fanfictionnaniniwala ka ba sa sabi ni deanna na walang forever dahil sa dulo magkakahiwalay pa rin ang couple dahil lahat tayo ay destined to die and leave our partner or tayo ang iiwan sa kanila kung tapos na ang life's journey natin? tingnan natin kung ang...
