The Outsiders Imagines

Sodapop Imagine

TRIGGER WARNING! (Your POV)

It's been about a week or two since my dad past in a drunk driving accident and I haven't felt any better. Maybe my father wasn't there for me all the time but he was still my father and I loved. Yes, he would slap and kick me at some times, but others he would hug me and tell me everything will be okay...But everything wasn't gonna be okay. My whole family has been so screwed up since my mother left. She left because she didn't want to deal with my father.

Although I have been living with my boyfriend, Sodapop and his brothers. Darry was nice enough to let Soda and I sleep together in the same room as long as we don't try anything.

So in the middle of the night I slipped out of Sodapop's arms and tip-toed to the bathroom. I quietly turned on the light and stared at myself in the mirror.

I remember my dad would see the light from the bathroom and he would wait outside to see if I was okay when he was drinking in the garage. I thought of my dad and I started crying softly, trying not to wake up anybody. I opened up the cabinet of the sink and took out some little capsules of pills. Sniffling, I tried to open one of the capsules.

"Why won't it open!" I cried softly.

Then suddenly the door opened. It was Sodapop, and he caught me red-handed.

"Sierra!" He jolted, and took the capsule away from me.

"Give it back!" I cried.

"No! This is for your own good!" He said shutting off the lights and dragging me back into own room.

"Why would you do that?" Sodapop asked me.

"I don't wanna live anymore!" I sobbed.

"I weren't here I don't know what I would do!" He explained and I thought things over, "If you were dead I wouldn't function right! Without you I'm just a single gas station attendant!"

I thought it all over, I love him too much.

"There's a difference between a single gas station attendant and a taken one." He pointed out.

I wiped my tears away and laughed a bit. He grinned, he knew how to make me smile!

"Okay, now don't do that again!" Sodapop told me. I nodded in response. We settled down in bed and I fell asleep in his arms. I would be nothing without him too!