I Now Realize

Chapter 18: The Monster Pleads (part 1 out of 4)

Ok! This chapter will be a part 2 of chapter 17! Woot! Again, there will be Time Skip moments.
Enjoy!!!

Kira's POV
I ran at a constant speed, following the scent of Jaceline in the forest.
But I won't forget what I have been injected with. The chemical...
I never thought of this terrible day to come. Now I know what it's like to be a monster. I feel like I have a little control left. If I'm also going to join being allies with Alue, she needs to know that I have been injected with half the dose of the chemical. I'm thinking seriously if I should also tell Jaceline about this.
I don't completely know what to do...
I stopped running and sniff the air again for Jaceline's scent. "Jace!!!" I called out to her, hoping that she would respond.
Luckily, She did. I could faintly hear her voice.
"Kira!" I heard Jaceline call out for me.
"Jace!!!" I roared, running towards where her voice was.
Then after four minutes of dashing through the forest, I saw Jaceline along with Alue. I strolled towards Jaceline to hug her.
But she hesitated to return the affection. She felt tense and trembling.
"I'm glad you're alive, but, what did they do to you, Kira?" Jaceline cupped my face in her hands, observing my wounds.
"They tried to weaken me, basically. I say we should go with Alue now." I peered at Alue and she peered back at me, nodding in agreement.
"Your mate's right, Jaceline." Alue drew near us and held both of mine and Jaceline's hands to trans-step us to her hideout...

Once we were at her hideout, Jaceline looked around and smiled. She hugged me and immediately stopped when I groaned in pain.
"Sorry..." Jaceline guiltily cringed.
I chuckled and kissed Jaceline on the forehead. "I may be in physical pain, but not emotionally. I better get to a nurse and heal these wounds. I'll catch up with you after that. Sound fair?"
"Yeah," Jaceline smiled. "I'll be with Alue and wait. See ya, Kira." She and I went to opposite directions as I was headed for the medic room...
I opened the door and sat on a medic bed.
Then I observed a man put his gloves on and grabbed bandages, tweezers, and alcohol. He had black hair like me and white skin with a Russian accent like me. His familiar voice said, "Take some rest as I will..."
The moment he turned around...
The moment he widened his eyes at me as if I was brought back from the dead...
And I swear I had the same reaction, too.
I never thought I'd see my big brother again.
"K...Kira?" Blackraven's voice shuddered and he cautiously approached me, slowly lifting his hand to my forehead.
I didn't know how to react at all. I stood still as if I felt like I was about to be ran over by a car.
My older brother brushed his hand through my hair as if checking it was the real me.
"Blackraven," I gulped, not knowing how to start a conversation. "It's been a long time. But, can you heal me...?"
Blackraven slowly shook his head back to reality and grabbed the alcohol, pouring ounces of it in my wounds. He then put some substance that felt like lotion in my wounds; but the effect was working quickly.
"How...When...What made you change sides, little brother?" Blackraven knitted his eyebrows in confusion as he examined my wounds.
"Good question," I chuckled. "I don't how to explain. It's because of two things. A girl who is carrying our child and the crap that our father is doing." I grunted as Blackraven pulled out a thin needle that was in my neck.
"Why would a needle be in your neck...?" Blackraven examined it with his silver and onyx eyes.
"That's a long explanation why I'm all f-- up." I chuckled.
"Um...ok." Blackraven took off his gloves and threw them in the trash after he bandaged me. "You will approximately heal in a week. So, let me get this straight. You are having a child?"
I nervously messed with my hair and smirked. "Well, if you're telling me I'm pregnant for nine months, then, yeah."
Blackraven shook his head, imagining what I would look like if I was carrying a child. "I never imagined you becoming a father in...?"
"Eight months." I finished my brother's sentence and folded my arms. "My mate...her name is Jaceline. We met several months ago at father's base. She...is indescribable." I smiled as I thought about everything Jaceline did for me so far. "I don't know how to thank her for how much she helped me."
My brother nudged me at my arm and smirked. "You're not the only one. I feel the same thing about my mate."
What? Since when did my brother have a family?
I eyed at him in a 'that escalated quickly' manner. My brother snickered at the facial expression on my face.
"I have a son. He's about to be two years old. He's named after my best friend, Hakeem. And my mate's name is Isaya." Blackraven sighed in a dreamily manner.
Wow, I was a villain and chose to change sides. I can't believe how my brother accepted me after all the harm I had done.
I am grateful, but I feel like I don't deserve this...