I think from now on, the chapters will have Time Skip except the last two chapters. I would like the ending to be a bit more detailed so that you guys know what happened.
The ending will be a dark twist and seem like it.
Kiana's POV
I kept running deeper in the forest, making sure that Jules or Red wouldn't find me.
It's not because I hate them.
I just feel like I'm not myself. Literally not myself.
I feel like I'm mentally crazy from the effects of the chemical. I feel like a rabid dog...
If it comes to the point where I lose myself, then I have no choice before that happens.
No, right now, I still have control left. I can still fight this.
But I feel so terrible for emotionally hurting Jules like that.
He doesn't deserve to suffer for what I'm becoming.
He deserves someone better.
But I wonder what Sasha is doing. If I could see my brother again, I would tell him to not mourn when I'm gone.
I would those to move on, but keep me in memory.
"Argh!" I wrapped my arms around my stomach, feeling my ribs crack.
It feels like I'm turning into a werewolf, but I'm not.
Heck, even a werewolf has more control than a Blooder...
Sasha's POV
Whatever Alue is planning... I hope it works...
I need to cool off...
In my room, I put on a CD in my stereo and began picking at the right button, looking for that Eminem song.
Yeah, I know not everybody likes Eminem, but that's their opinion. I just listen to him for the meaning of some of his lyrics.
Speaking of lyrics... I haven't listened to this song called 'When I'm Gone' in years with my sister.
"Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart,
And you know you were their armor.
And you would destroy anyone who would try to harm her.
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you to spite you?"
As I heard those words,
As I replayed the scene of my sister being kidnapped,
And remembering that Jokka kidnapped her...
And I didn't use every ounce of my strength to save Kiana...
What kind of brother am I...?
I sat on my bed, staring at a picture of my family. I made a sad smile, remembering the good times when our parents were alive. I will never forget those good times.
And Kiana is all the family I have left...
There has to be a cure...
With Kira
Kira's POV
I had spent time with my brother's family with Jaceline. Blackraven's son; Hakeem; is adorable, I admit. But he seemed scared of me. I did feel guilty. I'm positive that Hakeem can sense the monster I have been turned into.
I hate to say this, but I'm a bit glad that Jaceline isn't at my side now.
It's not because I don't want her anymore.
I feel like I have this irresistible urge to...
To...
To kill...
No!
I clutch my head with my hands and kneel from this unbearable pain in my head.
The Monster is just begging to pour out.
It's knocking ON THE DOOR!
I don't have much time left! I need to go somewhere in a area where people won't see me!
YOU ARE READING
I Now Realize
Ngẫu nhiênI made up these characters, and this is my first story to write. So please give me constructive criticism by email. I hope you all enjoy.
