I can't get myself out of bed. It's not even like I just feel sad or worried, it's like I kind of feel nothing. I seem to say that a lot. All my posts on Wattpad have me mentioning this cycle of feeling like shit. Maybe something is actually wrong with me LMAO. I don't know. I don't want to deal with it. I just want it over with. I have an anthropology paper to finish.
I should also factor in that I have been either been sleeping a lot or not at all. That definitely does not help.
I don't know how I'm going to pull off next year.
This is not me giving up or whatever. I can't even identify what I'd be giving up for. Maybe this isn't such a big deal. Everyone has bad days.
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I love you.
