Safe Place // Jake Kiszka x Calum Hood

Chapter Eleven.

Hi friends! I hope you're having a great week!
So this chapter is the first one I've written with any kind of smut, and it's my first time trying to write smut so bare with me here 😅
If it's awful please let me know so I won't try do to this again lol.
Warnings: Cursing and Smut 😏 (oral sex; blowjob, fingering, eating out)
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June 23rd 2021

"Yeah so there's that. OH and apparently Jake has written songs about me..."

"SHUT. UP. Songs as in more than one??" Ivy replied.

You shrugged, "That's what he said. He basically confirmed that "You're the One" was about me."

Ivy's eyes widened, "The one you made me listen to when it came out??"

You nodded.

"Holy shit Fare. Why is your life so much cooler than mine..."

You scoffed, "Yeah it's so cool that I cheated on my ex with his little brother and now he's writing songs about me. So cool."

She winced, "Sorry.."

Ivy was currently in her regular spot propped against the edge of your desk.
She had made a beeline to your office when you arrived to work that morning because it was late when Sam left the night before so you hadn't called her to fill her in.

You sighed, "No it's fine. I'm just glad we finally talked everything out. I really had missed him."

She nodded once again, "I don't doubt it. By the way you always talked about him I knew the two of you were very close. Well you were close with all of them..." she paused and looked at you before continuing "Do you think it will go that well with Jake?"

You sat there for a moment thinking about her question like you hadn't already thought about that a million times before.
Would he even want to talk to you?
Considering he ignored you for almost five years you'd have to say no.

"Honestly? I don't know. I'm wondering if he'll speak to me at all. But frankly I don't even know if I want to talk to him."

Ivy furrowed her brows at you, "Why not? If it went so well with Sam?"

"Yeah but I wasn't in love with Sam. I wasn't in a serious relationship with Sam. I didn't rip Sam's heart out of his chest and stomp on it....well atleast I don't think I did?" you sighed, "I just don't even know where I would begin with him. I mean I'm still a little upset, obviously not that he ignored me after what happened because he had a right too of course, and I get that. I guess I just don't understand, if he truly missed me, was writing songs about me, telling Sam that no other girls made him feel the way I did, why at any point didn't he try to reach out to me?"

Ivy sat there with a perplexed look on her face, "I don't know Fare. Maybe that's something you should ask him."
You looked down at your hands, fidgeting with your engagement ring.
"But wait, say Jake had reached out to you and wanted to talk, get back together or whatever, would you have? Even if you were with Calum?"

You didn't even have time to think about her question because your cellphone started ringing on your desk, Calum's face coming across your screen.

Your eyes widened, "Speaking of Calum."

Ivy grimaced as she stood up from your desk making her way to the door, "Oof that's awkward."

You rolled your eyes flipping her off as she exited, then picked up your phone.

"Hello?"

"Hey gorgeous."

You smiled, "Immediately yes to whatever you're calling about."