Fall In Love With Idol [ZhanYi]✔️

Confession

3'rd Person's POV :

After Watching That Scene Yibo couldn't help but run away from there.. He don't know were he was going.. He was running .. Running until he vanish that scene in his mind which was playing on loop.. he couldn't help but to cry like a baby.. he already knows everything still he was very hurt when reality hit him hard.. So hard that his heart shattered into thousands of pieces .. in some part of his heart he was still hoping that.. They have nothing special between them.. He was hoping to hear it from Xiao zhan that they are not what he thinks.. But after watching Xiao zhan kissing her... his world collapsed upside down .. He didn't even notice when he come to an abandoned road... it was heavily raining and yibo found that rain comforting.. That at least someone is still there to witness his miserable state.. His tears were continues flowing through his eyes. .. he looked up while allowing rains drops to hide his tears...

Zhan now couldn't control himself more looking at this state of yibo and he knows very well that .. This is only because of him.. He immediately rushed towards yibo.. And grabbed his hand and turned him around and made him face to face him..

Yibo stumbled when suddenly someone grabbed his hand and make him turned back.. When he saw zhan's face he was shocked watching zhan there.. His tears was still flowing through his eyes but don't want zhan to see his this state.. He jerked his hand away from zhan and about to run from there without saying anything zhan tightly grabbed his wrist.. 'yibo wait .. Listen to me ' .. But yibo was not in the right senses ... After that scene watching zhan here made nothing nice with his emotions but rather it was adding fuel to his pain.. He don't want to listen anything.. What he have to understand he get it, by watching that scenario..

Gathering all his strength he looked at zhan's face and said with all his emotions and anger ' leave me Mr zhan.. ' yibo started to wriggle his hand from zhan's grip but it was too tight he couldn't get free.. It was now started to pain him.. yibo.. Me and Jun.. It W-was .. Now his level of patience break after listing to zhan next words.. He don't have any patience.. If zhan could even utter any word he might .. Let out all the things which he kept in his heart for so many years and never said to anyone ' ..

Zhan started to get closer to yibo after noticing he is lost in thoughts.. He was very scared and nervous to confront yibo and tell him that it was not like he thinks.. But he don't know how to tell him.. ' yibo that kiss wasn.. ' before zhan could complete his sentence.. Yibo pushed him by his chest.. He stumbled backwards with the sudden harsh act of yibo .. It's hurted him when yibo pushed him away from himself.. He looked at yibo who was fuming with anger ' Mr zhan why.. Yibo's voice cracked.. In the middle.. Zhan was about to get close to him again.. Yibo gesture his palm to NOT come forward and continued with his breaking voice.. I know Mr zhan .. That you two are going to get m-married sooner or later.. His tears was making him unable to continue but he have to or he will still getting hurt each and every minute.. It was like telling himself by comforting to zhan.. After this what consequences will get.. He don't care.. Whatever in his mind and heart he will say it today and loud not to just keep it to himself as always.. And if you love Jun that much then why always giving me hopes .. I'M NOT BLIND MR ZHAN.. Said yibo with anger and frustration.. He always stayed calm in every situation but he will not today.. I thought you treats me special and... a-and yibo's voice cracked at that he couldn't able to complete his sentence.. His breathing was heavy...

Zhan was so shocked to hear yibo's outburst... And looking at yibo's state his heart was crunched.. he get to know that how dumb he was for not confirming his own feelings... he knows what yibo is talking about.. Yes it's true he always tried to get close to yibo not as friendly not brotherly but something more.. More he wanted yibo, was less for him.. He knows he wanted to be with yibo.. and being with this beautiful boy he feels happiness inside of his whole body but.. He never tried to give name to this feelings.. Except being A Most Romantic C-Drama Actor, he failed to notice his own feelings and because of actions he hurted yibo and himself too... How stupid he was not to understand this earlier before it takes a different path ... He saw in yibo's eyes something for him that's why he always dared to try to intimate with him.. but he didn't know how to say it.. He cupped yibo's small face with his both hands..