Lumax One Shots

dear lucas

I really hope we find out what's in Max's letter to Lucas, but if we don't, here is how I think it'll go.

Dear Lucas,
If you're reading this, I'm just gonna assume the worst. I'm probably better off up here anyway, so please, don't mourn me for too long.

To be honest, I'm not sure what to say in this letter. I mean, there's so much I want to say but words aren't enough. But I'll try to write it out for you.

It was scary coming to Hawkins from across the country. I didn't know anyone. Even though you and Dustin were creepy stalkers, you guys made me feel wanted in this town, and that's something I'll never be able to thank you for enough. It didn't matter how many times I rejected you guys, you kept inviting me into the party. I'm so glad you're stubborn and persistent Sinclair.

I'm not even gonna lie because what's the point? I'm already gone. I grew the most massive crush on you the night we all went trick or treating. You were such a dork with your little ghostbusters costume. I scared the shit out of you too. That's a scream that will always bring me laughter. You sounded like a 4 year old girl. Another memory I cherish with you is the snowball. We were awkward as hell, but it's something I'll never forget. Neither of us knew how to kiss back then, so our lips were just pressed together. Regardless, on the fact that we didn't know how to kiss, I'm glad I made the first move. I know exactly what you're thinking right now. "But I made the first move because I asked you to dance." I wish Mrs. Byers had her camera filming you asking me to dance because I had to finish your question and practically dragged you on the dance floor. Thank god I did. You taught me so much stalker, not only about Hawkins but about myself.

I never would've imagined we'd be fighting for our lives for the next 3 years. Especially against inter dimensional creatures. It didn't matter what we were going through as long as we all did it together. No matter what was happening you always made sure I was okay. You are the only person who's ever been there for me 24/7. Like on the top of that bus when you listened to me. That was the first time in years I let a bit of my guard down. I regret not using your support and kindness more often, but it's so damn hard for me to open up, you know that.

I want you to go live your life. Maybe win another championship for me or be a pain in the ass to Mike. Now that I'm gone someone's gotta do it, you know? Please take care of yourself. Make sure the others get my letters too. I didn't make one for Erica but let her know I love her and all her smart ass remarks.

There's one final thing I want you to know, and it's that you will always have my heart, Lucas Sinclair. Every goddamn part of it. I wish I told in person, but I must've ran out of time, and I've been a bit of a pussy. So what I've been trying to say is I love you Lucas. I am so in love with you it kinda hurts me. And I know that's so fucking cheesy, but I don't know how else to explain it. I mean it when I say don't mourn me for too long. I want you to have a kickass life because you deserve it.

I love you Stalker,
Your Madmax

I hope her letter is wayyyy better than what I just wrote. I also want to know what Erica found under Lucas's bed ahahaha