Ruin me | minsung

Chapter 47

Minho walked off, every step he took, it tore a bit of his heart again. Bit by bit.

He calmed down when he heard Hyunjins laugh from miles away, walking towards it as fast as he could, he needed someone.

He finally spotted his blond hair in the crowd of people, also seing Seungmin next to him. He pushed through the huge amount of people to finally reach him. Hyunjins smile dropped as he began to be concerned.

"Are you okay Min?" He put his cup away, putting a hand on his shoulder.

"Y-yeah I eh...I just need some air" he looked like he had trouble breathing.

"I'll be back" he kissed Seungmins cheek and took the older's hand before walking away, heading towards a balcony they could see from far away.

Once they reached it. Minho took a big breath in, looking at the beautiful view in front of him.

"So you saw him?" Hyunjin asked him but the older just nodded, putting his head forward.

"How are you and seungmin going?" He changed the subject, and the younger knew he needed to clear his head, so he nodded slowly.

"Were good, living in the country side is the best. It just sucks that I can't come and see you guys as often now, but I've never seen seungmin so happy, makes me just as happy" he gave a sweet smile and the older returned it.

"I'm glad to hear that, also glad you finally found someone for you...only took you about twenty years!" They pushed each other teasingly, chuckling.

"Yeah took me a while. I think I'm going to propose soon as well."

"Are you serious? I'm so happy for you!" He was, Minho was saying the truth. but he managed to hide what hurt him the most, that he was alone in all of this.

"Let's just hope he says yes now"

"I know he will."

They gave each other an understanding nod before going back to looking at the garden in front of them. They could spot two distinctive figures in between the sculptured bushes and the fountains.

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Jisung was gasping for air, falling on his knees next to one of the fountains, he took some of the water and splashed his face with it, breathing heavily. Chan had seen him leave, following closely behind. The older out a hand on his shoulder. sighing at his state of mind.

"Ji...?" He asked hesitantly.

"S-sorry for this, go back to the wedding. you deserve a happy day" he wasn't crying but he looked like he was close to fainting.

"What would be a wedding without my bestfriend there with me?" He gave him a smile and Jisung tried to give one back, but his lips betrayed him. He then looked up at the balcony farther away, seing Minho looking at him emotionless, not a single feature could show what he was feeling. Jisung then got up from his shacking knees, wrapping his arms around Chan for support.

"W-we can go back" he buried his face deep in the crook of Chan's neck, like if he was hiding from the world, hiding from him.

The older then also looked up with saddened eyes, but no one was there, it was only them. He kept patting his back until his breathing was stable again. stable enough to give him speech.

"Are you sure? We don't have to do this if you don't want to-"

"I want to do it" he then changed his facial expression, giving a rather believable smile, trying to hold himself up.

"Okay, be careful"

"I will be"

now that everyone was seated in their assigned place, the two best mans presented their speechs one at a time. Once again, two complete opposite. Minho went more imporivised and managed to make a very big majority laugh as he talked about Felix as a kid.

it was very intertaining and made the many guests quite captivated by his playful words. Once he was done he sat down after giving Felix a hug, leaving Jisung to stand up. He spoke calmly and what he said was truly heart warning and emotional, bringing a few tears in the watchers eyes. Every single word was planed, just like he had practised it a few days prior. Chan was also getting emotional, retraining himself from crying even more then he already did during their vows. Felix held his lovers hand under the table, showing his support.

What the younger didnt expect was to see Minho listening to every single word he was saying, paying complete attention. Without even a stutter, Jisung finished his speech and sat back down, while applose was heard for the both of them.

Felix then pulled his brother into a hug. so tight that they almost fell, but they managed to keep their balance.

"that was beautiful Ji..." Chan said hugging him, making the crowd melt even more.

once they all calmed down, food was brought to the table and they all dug in, enjoying the meal they were brought. Everything was fine until the newly married couple got up to take pictures, leaving only Minho and Jisung sitting there, not even giving a glance to each other. Minho only had meat left on his plate, which he hasnt even touched, Jisung only had vegetables and rice because he only wanted the meat part.

So, they stayed there, looking at each others plates, not daring to say anything. they would usually do this, swap foods they didnt like, but after their argument they couldnt just give each other the food.

To the youngers surprise, Minho gently shoved his plate near Jisung, looking away like he was embarased of what he did. A small smile appeared on their lips as they tried not to let it show. he exchanged them and Minho took it back, eating what was left, while Jisung did the same, chewing on his the steak on the plater.

They didnt speak for the rest of the wedding, instead they kept looking at each other, wondering what was going on in their thoughts, if they were thinking about each other, which they a hundred percent were. no doubt there, it was in fact the only thing they could think about.

they were then distracted when they saw Ryujin and Yeji talking, laughing with one another. This brought a smile to Jisungs lips. He could rarely make her happy like this, even if he would try. He knew she was happy, in love even,but was this really where he was supposed to be?

He would find out soon.