Maybe Love

Special Chapter

JAYDEN's POV

"Good morning, My love" I greeted my wife. it's our 1 year Anniversary. She got up and fixed her hair. kahit kakagising lang ang ganda pa din, Ang swerte ko.

"Morning, Mahal" We did our morning routine, Since it's our anniversary, we decided to spend time together, just the two of us.

Our daughters went to Mom. So, kami lang dalawa at masosolo ko ang asawa ko.

nagluluto siya ng breakfast and i'm just watching her. She looked at me and smiled sweetly. I got up from my seat and hugged her back,

"You smell good" Hinalikan ko siya sa sentido. "hm, kain na tayo."

I helped her prepare the table for the two of us, sa garden kami ngayon kakain. tinapat ni Kali ang tinidor na may pancake, "Ahh" I chuckled because of her cuteness.

Hindi ako magsasawang titigan siya araw-araw. We talked random stuffs while eating. After that, we both took a bath. Of course, we did it.

"I want to show you something" Nasa sala kami ngayon dahil meron daw siyang ipapakita sa akin. I sat beside her. Humarap siya sa akin ng matapos siya sa ginagawa niya sa laptop.

"I filmed videos before" Anito. Hinarap niya sa akin ang laptop and i saw her face, i played the video.

She's fixing the camera and looked at it after, Ngumiti ito at huminga ng malalim.

"Its been 8 months..." i heard her voice in the video. I looked at Kali, her eyes was tearing up kaya hinapit ko ang bewang nito at hinalikan sa sentido.

i focused my attention to the video when i heard her talk again,

"Next month, makikita ko na ang mga anghel ko. Whenever i'm sad, iniisip kong baka malungkot rin ang mga anghel ko..." Kali looked down and i saw a tear escape her eyes.

"I miss your voice, Love...i want to hear your voice just once, para makatulog na ako ng mahimbing... I want to sleep in your arms, Jayden. Pero alam kong hindi pwede dahil meron ka ng inaalagaan na iba. It's okay, My friend is here to take care of me. Alam mo ba, nagigising ako ng daling araw because i want to hear your voice. I will...cry myself to sleep dahil alam kong wala ka dito sa tabi ko..." She sniffed and wiped her tears.

The video ended when the door opened at may pumasok doon na babae, she's kinda familiar. Tinignan ko si Kali sa aking tabi. "I'm sorry..." Umiling ito sa akin at ngumiti. She cupped my face and smile, "Ikaw ang gusto kong makita noon, Jayden. Pero ayos na ngayon dahil andito ka na sa tabi ko"

I gave her a soft kiss on the lips, "I'm sorry, wala ako nung mga oras na umiiyak ka"

"It's okay, andito ka na." Binitawan nito ang aking mukha. She click the next button at plinay ang panibgong video.

The background of the video is the same nung una,

"its been 3 months...Hindi ko kaya." Kali broke down in the video. "Gusto ko silang patahanin pero naiiyak rin ako tuwing nakikita ko silang umiyak... I lost her, Jayden. Ang sama kong ina, hindi ko sila kayang makita..." Kali broke down the whole video after saying that.

I paused it and wiped my tears.

Nasasaktan ako. I didn't know that Kali was suffering even after she gave birth. I clicked the next button.

"Its been 4 months, and i'm taking my therapy now. Hindi ko kayang makitang iba ang nagaalaga sa mga anak ko, i want to take care of them that's why i took therapy. It's hard...talking about my lost daughter, pero kakayanin ko 'to" She smiled sweetly before ending the video.

Tears escaping my eyes, i hugged my wife who's crying too. I told her i'm sorry all over again. Alam kong hindi mawawala ng patawad ko ngayon ang sakit na naranasan niya noon. But, i just want to say sorry.

"I showed you the video not to blame you or make you feel guilty, Jayden. Those video proved that even those times where i hated you, i wanted to show you the journey i've been through. Love, You and our daughters made me strong" Anito,

"You're so strong, Kali. Mas malakas ka pa sa akin" I kissed her forehead, "I will take care of you and our children, babawi ako sa mga pagkukulang ko sayo noon" She smiled and started to tear up again.

"You still can take care of me while pregnant.." Mahina nitong sabi, but enough for me to hear.

"I'm pregnant" My world stopped, parang isang malaking bomba ang mga salitang binitawan ni Kali.

"Fuck...Yes!" I shouted. Binuhat ko si Kali at hinalikan ang iba't ibang parte ng kaniyang mukha.

"I love you" Anito. Fuck, ang saya ko!

"I love you more" i kissed her soft lips while smiling, i can feel her smile too. My heart is beating so fast with the thought of having another baby in our family.

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