Jungkook! Wait For Me!

Chapter 27

-Emi's POV-

The Age of Blossoms. Wow I really like their image in their comeback now. And Jungkook with this wet hair look drives me insane!!

Now I'm having this green stuffs going on inside my mind. Only Jungkook makes me feel this way! Gosh!

Now I'm listening to their songs. Good thing my class is in the afternoon so I'm gonna stay here at my apartment until 3pm. My class is gonna end at 8pm. Not bad.

So for now I can continue on my essay.

Professor Hahm told us to write an essay about our inspiration. Well I guess I'd be writing about Jungkook. Haha! He's my inspiration.

Okay so I have to start . But Mr. Hahm might think I'm being childish or being crazy. Uhm I guess it doesn't matter. I should be writing about the truth. And the truth is, Jungkook really inspires me.

Here goes.....

/writes/
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/thinks/
/writes again/
/sniffs/
/sips milk/
/write/

Okay I'm done. I should read it.

"We all have our inspirations in life. Something that inspires us with everything we do. Something that motivates us to go on, to do our best, and to be happy while we're working hard to make our dreams come true.

I also have my own inspiration. This might sound crazy but it makes me feel strong in the times when I'm not. Too impossible to reach but makes me believe that I can. I don't know what kind of magic he does to me but it feels so good.

He is Jeon Jungkook. The youngest member of this very popular boyband BTS or Bangtan Sonyeondan. He's not mine and I know that. He's a fantasy, a dream, a diamond with a very unaffordable price. The way he touch girls' hearts is so amazing. When he sings, when he dance, he's full of passion. It's like he's telling us that "Dreams do come true because me being where I am now was also my dream years ago, and guess what, I am now here!"

"I'd rather die than to live without passion" that is Jungkook's motto. It's like he's inspiring me that life is not worth living if I don't have dreams and if I'm just sitting here doing nothing to make my dreams come true. And because of that determination in him, I also believe now that nothing is impossible.

He is my dream. Does this mean it's not impossible for me to have him too? But he is every girl's dream. Now this is the doubt I'm having right now. And who can answer this? Just me.

It doesn't matter if he loves me back or not. I should be contented that I am working this hard for him. He might be too hard to reach but he's just a human too. He falls inlove, gets hurt, gets mad, he pees, he poos, it's just that he worked hard to be where he is now.

In everything we do, we must always choose to do the right thing. We must always have acceptance, contentment, happiness, and love for ourselves and in our hearts. Jungkook is an inspiration and one day i'm gonna say "thanks Jungkook for inspiring me all these years, because of the inspiration you bring to me, I am here where I am now".

*end of essay*

Well I guess I'm done. I should take a nap. I still have class this afternoon. Jungkook is very busy too. I know that because of the updates. Thanks to those spazzers and fanpages. 

You too Jungkook, take a rest when you're feeling tired.