Jungkook! Wait For Me!

Chapter 65

A/N hey guys . sorryy for not updating.. i was sooo busy with school stuffs. i'm so sorryyyy...
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-Emi's POV-

"Jungkook. What's going on?"

"Let's end this relationship Emi"

"What?? " I'm dying inside. Im gonna die!!! I can't!!! I love him!!!

"Lets end this"

"But I love you Jungkook"

"I'm sorry"

What have I done? I loved Jungkook with all my heart. I didn't even complain about anything. I accepted the situation, I became contented by being just a secret. what have I done wrong??? wasn't I good enough??

That's it. When he said those words , my world was about to fall down. I was speechless. I can't even say a word. I just stood there. I was shocked. He said something again but I wasn't able to hear it. I just walked away from him. I left him alone. I was not myself. I just kept walking. I didn't even know where I was going. I just followed my own feet. My mind was blank..

I know this is not the way to my apartment. I don't even know where in Seoul I am right now. I just walked and walked not even feeling tired.

"Emi?!"

"Emi!! hey!!"

"Emi I'm talking to you!!"

I don't know whose voice that was. I looked at the person. I just knew it's a figure of a man. It's blurry.

Then suddenly everything went black..

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I woke up. My head's aching..

This isn't my room. I've never been here before, but that didn't worry me. I kept thinking about what happened last night.

I was walking last night, but before that where was I???

Right! I was in the forest when Jungkook...

Broke up with me????

What??!!! Was that real?? No!! No!! This can't be!! He loves me!! He can't do that!!

Great! Now I'm crying . Is this called denial? No I'm not even denying anything!! no this is not!! He can't do that to me!! He said he loves me!!

"Emi! you're awake! Why are crying??!!"

It's Hyunsik. He's the one who saw me last night. I've never been his place before . Just now.

"Hyunsik .... He can't do that to me right? He loves me right? He told me himself that he loves me! He even sneaks out for me! I can feel it! The way he kiss me, he embrace me! I can feel it! " 

As I kept on talking I cried even more.

Hyunsik embraced me.

As he broke the hug , I searched for my phone. I gotta call Jungkook. I know he didn't mean what he said..

I kept on calling him in Kakao.

a hundred times...

I won't stop unless he answers my call..

"Emi you gotta stop doing that" Hyunsik said in a worried voice..

"Hyunsik, he dumped me for no reason, maybe he was just mad at me because of something, maybe I've done something wrong"

"Emi you're in denial"

"Hyunsik no. He loves me! "

Now I gotta find Jungkook. I'm desperate. Even more desperate.

"I gotta go Hyunsik!" I said as I stood up

"What? Where are you going? Eat first"

"I'm not hungry!"

I said as I quickly left Hyunsik house. His parents were at the living room, I bowed to the both of them and ran..

"beeepp!!" 

Okay nearly got hit by the car. damn I wish I just got hit! In that way Jungkook would care for me.

Haven't changed in new clothes yet, didn't eat anything. I look like sht, I feel like sht!

I ignored the car driver who yelled at me for being so stupid. I didn't care. I have to find Jungkook but I don't know how.

I gotta check online. Maybe spazzers posted about their whereabouts right now. Twitter is more updated.

"BTS @Gwanghamun fansigning event" 

So they're at Gwanghamun. And they have photos. He doesn't look sad in his photos. He was entertaining fans really well.

He can't just leave me like this!!

I'm going to Gwanghamun.

NOW.