Jungkook! Wait For Me!

Chapter 56

-Jungkook's POV-

"Kate said Emi has Asthma. And her asthma attacked and Kate had to take her to the hospital" V hyung confessed.

I didn't know Emi has Asthma. But I have to see her!!!

"What??!! I gotta go see her!!" I panicked and was about to leave but the members stopped me

"You can't do that Jungkook!! There are fans in there! They might see you!!" -Rapmon hyung

"But Emi needs me I have to go!!!" I reasoned out while trying to let go of the other members' grip. I'm so mad at myself!!

"Then think about Emi!!!! It's for the best for the both of you Kookie!!" -Suga hyung

"Kookie we understand how you feel. But think about what sasaeng fans might do to you, and to Emi as well, they'll hunt for Emi. Think about that. You love her right? Think of her safety"-Jimin hyung

When Jimin hyung told me that, I felt pain.

I am such a stupid and useless boyfriend!!!

Emi needs me but I can't be there for her!! I know she needs me the most now but I'm not there.

I punched the wall. I can see my hand bleeding but I don't feel any pain from it. I feel pain inside my chest because I'm hurt!!! I feel so useless.

"Jungkook..." suga hyung tried to talk me..

"Leave me alone. All of you" I answered.

All of them hesitated to leave me but they had to. Except for Jimin hyung.

I cried so hard. And kept punching the wall again and again.

"Jungkook man you have to stop!!" Jimin hyung shouted at me while pushing me away from the wall. I tried to lose from his grip until he..

Punched me. I think he had to do that because I was acting violently.

"Jungkook !!! Stop!!! " he shouted at me.

I feel so numb. I can't feel any pain from my bleeding hand and from the face when Jimin hyung punched me. All i think about was Emi.

"Why does life has to be so hard??!! Aaahhhh!!!" I shouted while crying. I feel so stupid!!

"Jungkook, you weren't there in the hospital because you had to protect Emi from sasaeng fans. It's the only way to save the both of you"

I didn't answer. I feel so stupid. I guess I'd have to wait here until Emi gets better.

"Hyung, I wanna know how she is" I spoke calmly to Jimin hyung but still crying.

I feel like sh*t!!

"Her bestfriend Kate would tell Taehyung. Okay? Emi's gonna be fine. She's in the hospital. Doctors will take care of her." Jimin hyung assured me.

"Her hospital bills?" I asked

"She's a scholar right? The SNU scholarship covers up her health insurance I guess"

After hearing that I decided to calm down.

I'm so sorry Emi.