Jungkook! Wait For Me!

Chapter 52

-Emi's POV-

It's weird. I've been calling Jungkook but he wouldn't answer. I sent him messages in Kakao but he won't reply. I knew he already read my messages but chose not to reply. What is wrong with him.

I won't give up. I'll keep calling him.

After many times of trying he finally answered

"Hey Kookie? Why weren't you answering I've been calling you many times"

"Why would you call me? You're having fun with him right?" What is he talking about?

"What?" I asked. I'm really confused. I don't understand

"Stop acting. You're such a good actress, why not audition in SM, or, YG, or JYP!"

"What are you talking about Jeon Jungkook! I don't know what you're saying!"

"Oh really" and he hung up

What the hell!! I don't even know what he's talking about! But I can't calm myself down. I need to find him. Good thing he turned on his GPS. I'll talk to him whatever it takes. I'll prove to him that I wasn't cheating on him.

It took me almost 45 minutes to find him. I still haven't worked for my reporting tomorrow but I don't care. 

He's in this park. No one's in here. I knew it was him. He wasn't wearing his mask anymore. He was just sitting there staring blankly at the ground.

"J-jungkook?" I stuttered when I spoke. I'm nervous. He looked at me and looked away. He ignored me.

"What are you doing here? Go home. I don't need you" ouch! My heart ached when he said those words. I knew he didn't mean any of them. He's just mad.

"I'm here to see you" I answered

"After seeing him?" What??!!

"I don't understand Kookie. I-I"

"You don't understand?!?! You were hugging him so tight! I saw you! I sneaked out Emi!! I took the risk just to see you!! But what did you do?!"

Now I know he meant Hyunsik. Right. He still doesn't know that Hyunsik is gay. And Hyunsik doesn't dress like a girl. He wears men clothes. Would he believe me? But somehow I felt insulted. Does he think I'm like that?

"Jungkook. You got it all wrong. That guy you meant. He's uhm"

"What??!!!" Now I'm scared. He's scary when he's mad.

Now I'm crying. I'm scared of his voice now. It's my first time seeing him this mad.

"What?!! You're gonna cry now!??!"

"He's gay Jungkook!! If you don't believe me, meet him yourself!! And I only love you!! I would never cheat on you!! I'm not like that!!" I shouted at him and walked out.

It's really dark in here. But I don't care. I'm scared of his voice. I'm still crying.

As I was walking I felt hands on my waist and his head on my shoulders. He's backhugging me.

"I'm sorry babe" he whispered. I felt weak in his arms. This means I love this guy so much.

"I'm so sorry okay, I was jealous, I was scared too. I know I wasn't a good boyfriend because I don't have enough time for you, but always remember I'm trying hard" he said as he was kissing my neck.

I felt electricity running down my spine. His voice was so sweet. But he's scary when he's mad.

"Jungkook, I only love you. It doesn't matter if you can't do a lot of things for me, even if I would have to be kept as a secret for a long time, I would still choose you" I said and I faced him

He smiled. And kissed my forehead

"I was just scared" he said and kissed me. That kiss took minutes. Maybe because we miss each other so much.

"I'll take you home" he said after he broke the kiss

"Aren't you afraid that fans might recognize you?" I asked worriedly.

"I'll cover my face, we'll be careful. Besides it's late night already" he assured me and we walked out of the park.

Gosh this guy makes me love him even more.

Jeon Jungkook, if you're scared,

I am more scared of losing you.