Jungkook! Wait For Me!

Chapter 73

A/N hey guys keep on voting! Kamsa!
The most awaited moment, Jungkook's POV!!! Hahahaha!

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-Jungkook's POV-

The most stupid guy on earth? No one else but ME.

*flashback*

"Jungkook what's going on?" I'm so sorry Emi. I loved you but.. I was scared. Not only for myself and my career but also for you.

"Let's end this relationship Emi" it hurts but we have to do this

"What?" Please don't cry Emi. My heart aches seeing you cry

"Let's end this" I closed my eyes. I can't see you crying like that

"But I love you Jungkook" I love you even more Emi. I love you more than you know

"I'm sorry" That's all I managed to say

"Look I love you Emi but we have to do this" I tried to stop myself from saying those words but I failed. I'm not even sure if she heard it because she's crying so much and she's walking away from me. He left me here. Alone.

I swear I wanted to run after you Emi but I guess it's better this way

*end of flashback*

That night I thought about talking to my manager to make our relationship legal to our agency but the hyungs stopped me. Our manager found out about it. He wasn't mad but told me that my career might be ruined sooner or later since I can't hide my relationship with her forever. If I was going to tell the public about it, when am I going to do that? How would they accept it? How would they react to it? They're going to bash Emi. I don't wanna ruin her life either! She went here to study! I got scared. I was a coward for not fighting for Emi!! I regret everything. I should have fought for her.

That fansigning event at Gwanghamun was painful too

*flashback*

@GWANGHAMUN FANSIGNING EVENT

"Jungkook" 

It's Emi. My heart is beating so fast. I knew she's been crying all night because of her puffy eyes. Damn I wanna hug her tight so bad right now but I can't. I can't even stare at her longer because this might be an issue again. I can't stand it, seeing the girl I love being hurt like this. I can't even look at her.

"Emi what are you doing here?" Emi please don't be too obvious, fangirls might notice, you'll get hurt.

"Jungkook why?" For your sake Emi. I'm doing this for your own sake

"Oh yeah you're here because this is a fansigning event, and you're a FAN, how stupid I am to ask that" Emi I didn't mean to say that. Please don't believe that. You're not a fan to me. You're the girl I loved

"Yeah, I'm a fan, who loved you deeply! You are the world to me but you see me just a fan? After everything we had , I'm just a fan?" No Emi!! No!! You're so stupid Jungkook!!

"Yes. If you don't mind is there anything you want me to sign for you?" Emi please. Stop crying. Just leave. Sht!! I wanna cry or drag Emi away from here and together we'll escape where no one can find us!!

"Please sign that for me" our photo. Now I wanted to cry but I don't wanna be obvious. There are a lot of fans in here. Emi could be in danger after this. I must act normal.