SCARS AND BRUISES II fate : winx saga

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"Are you just doing this to get on my nerves?"

"Who would have thought I'd find you smoking here", I mock Riven as I already see him at the stones with a joint between his hands. I go closer to him and take the joint out of his hand to inhale the smoke myself. 

"I see you're pretty much the same. Judging but doing it yourself." "My bad that I care about you", I shrug and sit down on the grass letting my back lay against the tree. "So you care about me? I didn't feel any of those emotions when you were dating that guy", Riven complains once more. 

"Am I just here for you to complain about me?", I reply sarcastically, "Have you checked if anyone saw you? Silva or Sky for example?" "No one saw me." "You know why I didn't make that much time for you", I admit and look to the sky. 

"No, I don't", Riven replies and the look on his face tells me that he doesn't lie about it. "I liked him and I didn't want to risk anything with him because of you and the sexual tension between us", I sigh hating the fact that I had to be brutally honest. 

"So you think that there's still a sexual tension?", Riven repeats raising his eyebrows interestedly. "Come on, don't make me say it twice." "I'd just like to her it once more." 

"Of course there's still a sexual tension between us. I'm sorry that I left you alone because of that and made you become this angry guy who doesn't care about anything anymore." "I care about you", Riven says softly and lays his arm around my shoulder so I can rest my head on his. 

"What happened?", I ask him still not understanding how he could waste his talent like this. "You know it." "No, I don't", I repeat his words and Riven gives me a kiss on my forehead. "You left me alone, replaced me", he says quietly, "And I'm here to take you back anytime." "Riv-" 

"No, it's fine. I understand that you wanted to see who it could be to make you happy. The one who isn't me." "No, Riv. Don't start like that", I want to defend myself and losen his grip to look at him but Riven interrupts me. 

"Look me in the eyes and tell me that you love me more than him", Riven dares me and all I can do is stare at him. I don't have an answer to that question. Not yet. How could I? I've just been talking to Sam a few hours ago and still felt hurt. 

I still tried to avoid Riven sometimes because I know how hard he can make it for me to resist him. But I'm high and I don't want Riven to win this conversation today. I don't want him to be right tonight. 

So I stay quiet. "See, I knew it", he nudges me as if he was some wise god, "Kiss me, Scar. Kiss me like you kissed me before that ass stole you away from me. Even if it's the last time." 

Riven daring me with a joint in his hand and his typical smirk on his lips is flattering me and making me nervous. Kiss him, Scar. What in the hell could possibly happen? So I do. I crush my lips on his and give in the sexual tension that we've had this whole time.

During lunch break I see Sam walking past me but he doesn't even look at me anymore. Looks like my decision was right the night before. Just yesterday he wanted to stay friends and now he ignores me completely. As I turn back into the direction where I'm going into, I see Musa. 

"Hey, are you looking for someone?" "No, I just thought felt something calm and relaxing", she tells me and I smile at her. "Something or someone?" She gives me a shy look so I chuckle. "Why don't you talk to him or her?" 

"It's not that good if Stella takes care of Bloom", Aisha interrupts our conversation as she joins us. "Jealous? Why does the friendship with Bloom mean so much to you?", Musa replies and I chuckle. 

"Aren't roommates supposed to be friends?", Aisha argues and I nod. "I mean it seems like we take care of each other." "I don't want to share my opinion on that topic." "Hey, Terra and you will get along pretty soon, I'm sure", I tell Musa but see Riven so decide to go over to him, "Hey, there's Riven. I have to go."

"Hey, S", Riven greets me and lays his arm around me. "What is it with you two? When are you done playing games?", Sky sighs and rolls his eyes as he watches us. "We're just hanging out", I shrug. 

"I know what hanging out means", Sky shakes his head, "What about-" "Sky! You promised me something", I cut him off and remind him of how he promised me to keep Stephen a secret. "You know about her secret boy?", Riven snaps and looks at me disappointedly, "What's about us being friends?" 

"We weren't friends last night", I shrug not wanting to discuss this anymore. "Scar", Sky warns me, "Either of you has to stop this." "It's already stopped", I make clear, "Anyways. Riv, this isn't about you or the secret ex lover. It's about something else that only concerns our family." 

"You two need some positivity. It's shocking to see how depressed you behave", Riven states in a joking way, "I'll see you later, Scar." "Yeah, see you then", I nod and hug Riv before he leaves. "He would freak out if he knew about St.. him and you", Sky laughs, "I regret not being able to tell anyone. I'd love to see Saul's reaction." "Yeah, I'll remind you of this when we spend christmas together", I joke back. I'm just thankful to have my brother with me.