Dorm 1115

Part 2: Chapter 28: 83 Days

Chapter 28-35 were released at the same time make sure you didn't skip one <3

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Silas pov

83 days since I've seen Valencia and each day that goes by it hurts me more and more. It's been 83 days since she saw me and Tatiana. School starts today. It's our last year but she's not here. I keep hoping she's going to surprise everyone and show up.

"Baby," Tatiana says, throwing herself on my lap. "Why don't we go out after class?" She bats her eyelashes. I sigh moving her on the chair next to me. "We're in class and I have to catch up on something after school" She groans rolling her eyes.

Jace comes in laughing with Larrisa. Jealousy floods through Vadik's eyes. She sits next to him and he protectively wraps his arms around his. "What's wrong my love?" She asks but he says nothing. He just glares at Jace throwing daggers at the back of his head.

"Have you spoken to Valencia?" Niovi asks Larrisa who nods. Of course she's spoken to Valencia. They spent half of the summer together and they didn't hide it either. Well at least Larissa didn't last thing I saw they went to London together.

I keep my head down looking at all the messages I've sent her. None that she's responded to. I hate myself everyday for what I've done to her but I can't take it back no matter how much I wish I could. She didn't let me explain but there's no excuse.

Yeah sure whatever my parents saw me and I got pissed I should have went to her not Tatiana. I don't even know what was going through my mind. For more I try to figure it out I can't. "Can you stop thinking so hard your making me stressed" Orion says

Not responding, I just got up hearing the professor call after me. I don't care anymore what's the worst thing that could happen? I get kicked out of school, I doubt it nonno would probably just yell at me again. I don't think he's ever yelled at me this much before.

Oh well there's a first time for everything. I go to the roof of my dorm building sitting there. Not many people come up here. I like that you can see so far ahead with it. Only that is to a certain extent too. I put my headphones on taking out my new book.

I haven't read much in these last few months, everytime I read my mind goes to Valencia. Has she read a book after she left? Did she go through with throwing them out? I can't even concentrate. Not even my parents have affected me this much. I moved on from them but this I just can't, it's eating me alive.

After many failed attempts in trying to actually read I give up. Our classes are over by now it's syllabus week we always leave way too early. Going back to my dorm Orion stands outside waiting for me. "You have got to get your shit together, you can't just mope around the whole day" He says when I open the door. Great to know everyone sees how guilty I feel.

"I just want to see her. I don't care if she yells at me, hits me or doesn't even talk to me. I just want to make sure she is okay" I sat down on the couch looking at the picture of us I keep in a frame. It was a perfect day, I had taken her out to lunch and then we went to a local coffee shop where she got tea because she hates coffee.

She was smiling at something I had just said with her arms around me. I was smiling, "Silas just give her time okay? Maybe she'll come back and maybe she'll forgive you. Everything is up in the air right now" Orion says, trying to give his best support.

I shouldn't have made them keep it a secret. All secrets are meant to be freed eventually. I wish she didn't have to find out the way she did. Fuck how could I be so stupid? "I'm tired of hearing that"

"Well guess what Silas we all fucked up and we all lost a good ass friend out of it. You're pissed because she won't call you or answer your text so do we. Learn to live with your guilt." Orion snaps slamming the door on his way out.

I'll admit that was coming my way, sometimes I wish I never met her. Maybe things would be easier. I'd continue to hide and not have everyone hate me. That will never happen, Valencia was always meant to change my life. She did so in the best way possible. I sigh, taking out my phone texting her once again. It's alway the same message every day.

I miss you more than I did yesterday petal

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I feel so bad

Okay so sorry that I've been MIA but I'm back now! I was finishing up another book I have and always writing the last bits of this book. It's ending so soon I'm kind of sad but updates are more frequent now.

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