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felix was...
enraged.

the people he trusted the most backstabbed him. right in the fucking back. it was appalling to even think about, as they always acted like he was fantastic. sure, he did use them for his own personal gain, may have manipulated them quite a bit, but it was all for fun.

a little bit of playing around wouldn't hurt anyone, right? everything about this was just a huge game to felix. it was just about using their emotions all for himself. he may be a psychopath, but who cares? it was all for fun.

he started to laugh. those idiots may have found out that he was an asshole, but that wouldn't stop him. it never did. remember, it's all just a game. a stupid, fun, little game that would leave felix as the winner. it let him have the time of his fucking life.

it
was
all
for
fun.

maybe that's why he chose to do what he did to hyunjin? maybe that's why he caused destruction in the friend group? maybe that's why he willingly and knowingly led changbin on? maybe that's why he was going to start talking again to the person that started this all?

or maybe that's why he started talking to jeongin?

jeongin.
yang jeongin.

as felix stared out at the stars, the thought of jeongin pained him. felix wasn't supposed to fall for jeongin, but he did. he fell so fucking hard for jeongin. he was only supposed to play him, with his plan being to kiss someone else right in front of him. felix just couldn't bring himself to do it. something about jeongin was different then the others.

jeongin attracted felix, more than felix could ever describe. whenever jeongin smiled at him, it always melted him. felix thought he felt love towards the younger, but it fell apart so fast. with the disgusting words jeongin said to him, it all hurt so so bad.

little did felix know, it was all karma coming to get him.

felix walked back into his bedroom, lightly shutting the door. he grabbed the phone he tossed on his desk. as he unlocked it, the device was eerily silent with barley any notifications. sighing, he opened instagram and pressed the messages button. felix didn't want to do this, but he knew he had to. he had to speak to him. the one that started it all.

•••

loveeeewatermelon & cheepcheep32

cheepcheep32
hey

loveeeewatermelon
yo felix what's up
it's been a while 😁

cheepcheep32
nothing much
i attempted to break
apart a friend group
but uh, mark...
i may have broken a rule

loveeeewatermelon
huh?
what rule?
felix i thought i taught
you better than that!!

cheepcheep32
i know i know
but you're no better bro
you also broke the rule !!! 😡

loveeeewatermelon
oh
i guess that's why i
HAD to teach you..

cheepcheep32
wtf are u talking about

loveeeewatermelon
yknow
ruining people's lives because
they did shit to you
has a price to pay 🙁

cheepcheep32
yeah yeah i know
aren't you dating some guy now?
and that's why you stopped?

loveeeewatermelon
um yeah
and that "some guy" is
haechan dumbass 😤
but yes 🥰

cheepcheep32
don't you miss
fucking people's lives up though?

loveeeewatermelon
now that i think about it,
not really
if i continued, i would
have never been able to
love haechan 😣

cheepcheep32
oh
i understand
the same happened to me...

loveeeewatermelon
what are u talking abt
u fr gotta tell me everything!! 😋

cheepcheep32
i tried to destroy this
friend group which i
kinda did but then it also
kinda failed at the same
time and i want to
kill them so fucking
bad but i managed to
get two people to like me
but i sorta fell for one of them...

loveeeewatermelon
oh
oh my god
bro if you wanna
continue you can't let
*them* find out !

cheepcheep32
i know 😕
and i like the last person
anyone would ever expect...

loveeeewatermelon
huh who?!?! 🫢

cheepcheep32
yang jeongin
Seen 17:38pm

loveeeewatermelon
sorry but why tf him 😒😒
he's in my world history class..

cheepcheep32
u guys have history together?? 😥

loveeeewatermelon
sadly yes
he's strange to say the least
i think he's friends with that
annoying minho guy they sit
together so i think so
but yeah minho and him
are annoying as shit and say
the most idiotic stuff

cheepcheep32
i used to be friends with them 💀

loveeeewatermelon
OMG i am sorry for you!!

cheepcheep32
nah it's okay
i kinda ruined minho's life LOL

loveeeewatermelon
hahaha good 😇
i've been meaning to ask
why did you message me
out of the blue?

cheepcheep32
i was hoping you could help me ‼️
i want to permanently
destroy everything those
7 boys love 🫠

loveeeewatermelon
ummm felix i cant rlly help you..

cheepcheep32
wat why mark ?!

loveeeewatermelon
im banned 😅

cheepcheep32
damnit that's right
screw u for falling
in love !! 😒😤😡

loveeeewatermelon
hahah nooo
but honestly speaking
i think haechan knows
a few ppl that would be willing 😁

cheepcheep32
rlly?!
omg that would be a life saver 🙏

loveeeewatermelon
yes LOL
u wanna talk to him rn?
i can make a gc with us

cheepcheep32
yes !
tysm mork 👀👀

loveeeewatermelon
nooooo problem !!
anything for u felix 😘

cheepcheep32
😘
Seen 20:13pm

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