HOPELESS LOVE [CHOI SEUNGCHEOL]

CH: 50

Seungcheol

I came back after dinner and saw her sleeping. I went near her and sat on the bed, she looked so peaceful. I started thinking about Jia's words.

"I'm happy Shasha will marry you." I was about to turn around to look at her, "I don't know why I'm saying this but hope you love her more than she deserves. Thank you for being there for her, as a bestfriend I sometimes regret moving to a different country but I am glad you're here. Shasha is lovely and Jeonghan gives all of it. From what I saw back then, it was Shasha all over for you but looks like your fell harder for her"

"Seungcheol, it's always been you for her, ever since she came back from London. That's why I hope you stay by her side. I don't have the right to say but hope you already know what you mean to her. Thank you Seungcheol. Goodnight!"

I was waiting for Shasha and I am still waiting for her. I saw her pulling the comforter, is she cold? I went to my closet and took out a hoodie.

I tried to wake her up, so that she can change into this, I don't even know if she was comfortable wearing that dress or not. I shook her slowly, "Shasha, wake up" she moved a bit further to the other side, she was such a cutie. "Shasha, Shasha wake up and change your clothes" I tried waking her and she finally turned towards me but her eyes were closed.

"Shasha, wake up, please" after a few more tries she woke up, she opened her eyes and looked at me. She was giving me her puppy eyes, she looked sleepy. "what- what are you" I showed her the hoodie, "get up and change into this, will you?" and she nodded. I didn't think she would agree to this, so easily; I helped her to get up and sent her to the bathroom. I was waiting outside the bathroom, I looked at the time, fifteen minutes already passed. I wondered did fall asleep inside or was she struggling with the hoodie?

"Shasha?" I called her name but she didn't respond. "Shasha?" I called her and knocked on the door.

"are you there?" I asked again there was no response, I had one option to open the door, "Shasha, I'm coming inside stay away from the door" and slowly opened it. She didn't even lock the bathroom, this girl is so clumsy I saw her leaning on the basin. I looked at her. She washed her face and was probably searching for a towel. I went inside the bathroom and gave her the towel. "here" she took it and wiped her face. I saw she already changed into the hoodie and her dress was hanging. She gave me the towel back and stepped out of the bathroom, I hung the towel and went out of the bathroom.

I saw her sitting on the bed, I went to bring the water bottle and gave her the bottle to drink. She didn't question and drank water. She kept the bottle on the night table. "do you feel better?" she nodded her head slightly. I took a seat beside her on the bed.

"Shasha" I called her name, but she didn't respond to me. "Shasha, look at me" I cupped her face and made her look at me. She was looking down and then I lifted her face so, that I could look at her eyes. Her beautiful eyes, which always take me in awe, I try to focus on her. "why are you taking care of me?"