HOPELESS LOVE [CHOI SEUNGCHEOL]

CH: 64

Shasha

"Shasha" I was trying to calm myself down. Who will tell them I almost couldn't sleep because I was so nervous about today. I tried taking deep breaths, I was slowly tearing up, "Shasha, don't cry" my mom pulled me into a hug. I tried to stop my tears and saw Jeonghan walked in.

"Shasha" I heard him call my name and I pulled apart from my mom and ran to hug him tight. He is the only one who could calm me down. He hugged me tight and made me feel home, "Don't cry~"

"I am so nervous" I heard him chuckle lightly, "You can do this" I shook my head, I was so nervous and scared. "Shasha" he pulled apart and cupped my face, "he loves you, and I'm so happy for you so stop crying" he wiped my tear with his thumb, "you will ruin your makeup" I shook my head, "it's waterproof" I laughed lightly. "That's more like you, my Shasha" I smiled at him and he pulled me into a hug again.

"Shasha, you're going to be happy, he loves you a lot. I can see it in his eyes. Don't cry too much, I'll miss you a lot, of course because you're my sister. I love you a lot, you can always come to see me and spend time with me, nothing's going to change between us just that we will be living in different houses but that doesn't change the fact that you're my sister. Okay?" I nodded in his embrace, I was holding him tight. I've been crying since yesterday because of him, the attachment I had with Jeonghan was stronger than my own parents, those highschool days were bad for me because I was not with him, I knew one day I had to leave him but it felt so soon. "Do you feel like you're going back to those highschool days?" how can he read me so well, what did I deserve to get an amazing brother like him?

I nodded in his embrace, he sighed, "Shasha" he took a pause, "this time, you won't be alone, Seungcheol would be with you, you lovely girl and it's not like we are getting separated or something. I'm here, you're here whenever we miss eachother we can just meet up" I wanted to cry more but tried to stop myself. I can't cry like this at my wedding.

After a few minutes, he pulled us apart, "Look" he cupped my face again, "always know, that no matter what I will always love you" he kissed my forehead. "You look lovely today so don't ruin your makeup by crying. I'll call Soobin and Jia to give you a final touch." He let go of my face and was about to leave, I held his wrist, "Jeonghan" I looked at him, "thank you for being such an amazing brother and I love you a lot." he smiled at me "You've got this" he said and went out of the room.

Soobin and Jia came inside and did my final touch-ups. After everything was done, Soobin fixed my veil and then hid my face under the veil.

"You look gorgeous Shasha" Jia looked like she was tearing up, "are you crying?" I could see her shaking her head, "No, why would I cry you fool" and started laughing.

I heard a knock, "it's time my star" dad came and hugged me tightly. "You've got this" Jia and Soobin said then left me and dad alone.

"I'm nervous dad" he took out a velvet box, I had no idea what was that. He opened it and it was a pendant, it looked like a snowflake, "I always wanted you to wear it at your wedding my little girl" he made me wear that pendant carefully. I looked at the mirror and it looked so mesmerizing.

"Are you ready?" I nodded and held his arm, "I love you my little girl" we walked out of the room.

Soon, Seungcheol's brother came to receive me. He smiled at me, and went inside, soon one after one were going inside and I was getting more nervous. "Don't be nervous, I'm here. I won't let you fall" I held my bouquet tight and nodded.

After the ring bearer and the flower girl, I stepped inside. I started walking down the aisle, I saw Seungcheol standing. He looked stunning, just like perfect. I could feel his smile, showing his dimples.