HOPELESS LOVE [CHOI SEUNGCHEOL]

CH: 56

Shasha

Days passed by so quickly. And my mind was busy thinking about Seungcheol's actions, words, and almost everything. The way he was making me feel changed and got deeper each day, the way he takes care of me, tells me he misses me everytime before going to bed at night. Everything feels like a summer dream and I don't wake up. He is confusing me now, I don't know how he feels towards me and I want to ask him, that badly just to know that, he wasn't lying to me that night when he said Soobin is just a friend now. I should believe him, I always did but why was I wanting to ask him? That night, we went to the business party he mentioned and a lot of people got to know me. He didn't leave me even for a second and was taking extra care, because he knew how things ended up last time... it was a mess.

He was being so careful, but sometimes it just makes me wonder what are we, I told him how I feel but why is he always confusing me? I let out a sigh, "why are you sighing now? Do you remember we have to go to a wedding?" I turned abruptly and looked at Iseukie, wrapping the white ribbon around a bouquet.

"yes, I remember. And they are old clients so they wanted us to stay till dinner." I smiled at her. "YES! And I'm so excited!!" she smiled so big.

"How many are left?" I asked Iseukie, "If you complete the one you're doing right now, it's done. We packed everything else" I nodded.

"Okay then, let me do this and then we will go."

"You'll take your car, right?" I nodded, "since I live in that area, you don't need to drop me off, also my friend will come. So, you don't need to worry about me returning home, okay?" I nodded and smiled at her, "Okay and I hope I meet your 'friend' soon" she smiled so big, it was very obvious that it was her crush.

After I wrapped the pink and blue ribbon, around this bouquet. I took off my apron, "We are done! Let me check everything and take the car, key and keep the bouquets inside the car. I'm coming" she nodded and took the car keys and the bouquets. I went to check everything because we were closing right now. I went to look at the flower vase, which had azaleas, and smiled once. I wonder what was he doing. I wanted to know what was he thinking, what was the reason he was behaving like this. I needed the answers and I wanted to know. I smiled at the flowers and left.

After locking the door, I went towards my car. I saw my phone beep once. I got into the driver's seat and then Iseukie got in as well. I saw I received a text message from Jeonghan

'you won't come for dinner right?'
"I won't."

'okay, take care and be safe while driving.'
"yes~" I smiled.

"did Seungcheol text you?" I looked at Iseukie, she was laughing. "No, he didn't it was Jeonghan" she started laughing, "look at you, anyone would think it was Seungcheol just because of how flustered you are"

"Shut up Iseukie or I'll leave you in the middle of the road" I pulled the seatbelt and she did the same. We checked eachother first, and then I started driving, and since Iseukie was familiar with the roads, I didn't have to think a lot and I went the way she led me.

After around forty minutes we reached. I looked at the place, it looked so beautiful. I parked the card and showed the invitation to get in. We were before time, we went to meet the bride first. After knowing that the bride is with the maid of honor and bridesmaid, we took all the bouquets and gave them. All of them looked so happy, specially the bride, Nahida.

She looked so happy, it got me wondering, how would be my wedding, everyone looks so happy on their wedding, and will I be happy? will he be happy marrying me? if I would ask my past self, who agreed to have a fake relationship with Seungcheol would definitely say, he won't be happy and I might get happy at times but the moment I will realize Seungcheol is not happy, eventually I won't be happy anymore. But if I ask these two questions to my present self, I would say I don't know, I don't know if he would be happy or not because I don't know how he feels, and his actions are confusing me. He never hated me but he never loved me as well.