Regulus Black Stories

Thank You Reg

Info - Snape hate, rape, panic attack, feeling dirty and disgusted with oneself

"Good girl," Snape said and kissed my cheek. I was in a daze at what had just happened. I couldn't think straight. I put my clothes on like a robot. It was when I got into the hallway that reality hit me. I began to panic, curling in on myself. Flashes of Snapes face as he used me were all I could see.

"Hey what's wrong?" James asked me. My best friends James, Sirius, and Remus were swimming in front of my vision.

"She isn't talking," Remus said.

"She's shaking all over," James noted.

"Hey, sweetheart," Sirius nickname for me did nothing to quell the fear and disgust roiling in my gut. I felt so dirty that I wanted to peel off my skin, yet if I moved, I felt like I might die. Sirius tried to touch me and I jerked away immediately.

"I'm very worried, we need Madam Pomfrey or something," Remus said. I began to rock, and pull at my hair.

"No, wait, I know what might help," James said and leaned down to me.

"Would you talk to Regulus y/n?" He asked me. That name cut through the clamor and I nodded.

James was off with a Seeker's swiftness. He was the only one who knew Regulus and I were secretly dating.

"Why Regulus of all people?" Sirius asked Moony.

"No clue mate," Remus replied. In a couple of minutes protective arms held me.

"I'm here, I'm here Angel," he whispered to me.

"Angel?" Sirius asked.

"They're dating," James panted.

"Sweet girl what happened?" He asked, and I could finally get my tongue to work.

"Snape, rape," was all I could say. Regulus went stiff all over.

"Oh my poor girl, I'm so sorry, I'm going to take care of you, you're not alone," he soothed me and actually held me closer. There was no disgust in his actions and I calmed ever so slightly.

"I want to peel off my skin," I confessed. "I feel like every place he touched is bright red and everyone will see and know."

"You're just as lovely as you've always been, that demon didn't change anything about you or your worth. I know it hurts and it's hard," he said, and rubbed his thumb on my arm. Suddenly my clothes felt like they weighed a million pounds.

"Get my clothes off me, Reg I can't were them, I want to burn them!"

"Be still my girl, I can help," he said and turned more so I was completely out of view of the Marauders. He did a quick succession of spells that only had me naked for seconds. Now I was in oversized robes that smelled delightful.

"Are these yours?" I asked.

"Yeah," he nodded. He picked up my clothes and tossed them to his brother.

"Burn them, or bury them, or both. Better yet, set them on fire and throw them in that bastards face," he growled.

"Sorry I blew the cover on the whole secret dating thing," I said softly.

"You are a million times more important. I love you," he said earnestly.

"Can you kiss me? I need to know you still will," I begged.

"I'll never not want to kiss you beautiful," he said and gave me a soft kiss that he let me break.

"Can I take you to madam Pomfrey?" He asked quietly.

"If you carry me, I don't know if my legs work properly right now."

"Oh darling, he'll pay for this, I promise," he said.

"Do it the right way, I don't want you or anyone getting sent to Azkaban for retaliating to him."

"I will, I'll even make my parents use their power and money to help him get the harshest punishment."

"Thank you Reg," I said, finally relaxing in his arms.