Mind Over Matter and The Cullens

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As I laid in my room on my bed with Sebastian on my chest and in my arms, I couldn't help but think back to the conversation earlier about drinking Sebastian's blood and how he made me and Rosalie promise because he didn't want to give any power t...

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As I laid in my room on my bed with Sebastian on my chest and in my arms, I couldn't help but think back to the conversation earlier about drinking Sebastian's blood and how he made me and Rosalie promise because he didn't want to give any power to the Volturi. During that conversation, it felt like I couldn't breathe even though I don't actually need to breathe. 

I realized later that I had nearly had a panic attack over the thought of Sebastian dying. Even now as I think about I'm about to send myself into a panic again. It caused me to tighten my grip on Seb even tighter causing him to move closer but didn't wake up making me smile down at him. The only thing that made me calmer about this entire situation was that Bas had agreed to be turned if the situation ever happened. 

I was brought out of my thoughts by Rosalie and Emmett walking in, both of them looked at me and Seb before Rosalie sat down at my desk and Emmett leant on the door. Emmett looked at me "I heard what he asked of you two. That can't have been easy to promise him that." 

"It wasn't" Rosalie spoke as she looked at Seb in my arms keeping her voice quiet so she wouldn't wake him. "But, I guess if I had a choice between letting the Volturi or my mate and family becoming more powerful off your death I'd make the same decision." 

I nodded because Rosalie was right, it was a smart decision and totally something that Sebastian would do but it didn't mean that I had to like it. I spoke "we need to keep this from Edward, Alice, Bella, Carlisle. I don't particularly trust them fully." 

Emmett and Rosalie both nodded before Emmett spoke "no kidding, Edward would just try to find a way to get the power for himself and possibly find a way to stop him from turning." I nodded at that before he continued "and we all know that Bella is a jealous bitch so I wouldn't put it above her to turn him over when she finds out about the Volturi."

I growled at the thought but knew that he was right about both Bella and Edward which sucked but was accurate. I looked at Emmett and Rosalie "the only people that I one hundred percent for sure are the people in this room. Everyone else, I'm wary about." Rosalie and Emmett both nodded again knowing I was right. With information like this there was only four people we could trust with it: ourselves. And since Seb had used his powers to shield our minds Edward wouldn't find out and Alice couldn't see our decisions making it easier to keep a secret. 

It was times like these when I was glad that I had joined the Cullens even though Edward was a dick and a mind rapist while Alice was a controlling pixie, I had Emmett and Rosalie who were two of the most fiercely loyal people in existence. 

I woke up from a nap still in Jasper's arms and I remembered the exhausting conversation from earlier when I made Rosalie and Jasper promise to drink my blood if the Volturi found me

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I woke up from a nap still in Jasper's arms and I remembered the exhausting conversation from earlier when I made Rosalie and Jasper promise to drink my blood if the Volturi found me. I meant everything I said and I'd rather it be my mate and my surrogate sister who got power from my death than my murderers. 

I realized that Rosalie and Emmett were in the room with us and Jasper was nearly crushing me to his chest, I smiled and leaned up to kiss him. We were interrupted by Alice coming in with Ben before saying "Edward's telling Bella everything about all of us. Our gifts, our ages, our best traits." I heard Jasper snarl above me and knew that he was not happy with Edward at the moment. 

I rested my hands on his forearms before looking at Alice saying "and we care because?"

Jasper, Rosalie, and Emmett all snorted and had to hide their laughs with a cough which made me smile. Alice looked at me "because Edward is bringing Bella to meet all of us tomorrow." The four of us that were in the room before Alice and Ben joined us looked at each other warily wondering how bad this was going to go. When I looked at Ben he seemed no more happy about this than me, Rosalie, Emmett, and Jasper. 

That night as I was again lying on Jasper's chest with his arms around me, I sighed "how bad do you think this is going to be tomorrow?" 

He shrugged before running his hand through my hair "I don't know but knowing Rosalie and Edward probably bad." I nodded because he was most likely right. 

We woke up the next morning and laid in bed for hours not wanting to get up because the sooner we got up the sooner the mind rapist was bringing my bitch of a sister over. I got up anyway as we both got dressed, I was wearing a pair of black skinny jeans, a black t shirt, my leather jacket that was a present from my father, and a pair of black converses.

Jasper decided that if he was going to be in a room with my bitch of a sister then he needed to hunt and he needed to hunt human blood. I nodded as he told me he was going to hunt before he kissed me hard and whispered "I love you." 

I gasped before pulling back to look into his eyes and whispering back "I love you too." He smiled before pulling me into a kiss again putting all of the love he had for me into it and it felt absolutely euphoric. I could feel the love he felt for me surrounding me as Jasper projected with his powers. It felt like a warm hug to me which made me smile before he reluctantly pulled away to go hunt and I headed downstairs to the kitchen after he left still smiling. 

I was sitting with Rosalie and Emmett on the couch looking through my phone and answering messages before looking through social media when Jasper came home looking a lot better. He smiled at me before kissing me "I'm going to shower to get all of this off of me" he spoke referring to the blood. 

I nodded as he headed upstairs before Rosalie stiffened as she spoke "they're here." I nodded and thanked her for the warning just as I watched Bella and Edward walk into the house. 

We all stood in the living room standing in front of them before Edward spoke "this is Rosalie, Carlisle, Esme, Alice, and Ben." He spoke pointing at each of his family members respectively. 

It was already tense but it was just a question of who was going to snap first. Rosalie finally bit the bullet after a couple of minutes "why are we pretending like this isn't a bad idea?" 

I snorted as Carlisle looked at Rose "Rosalie." 

She glared right back "what? Seriously, why are we pretending like this might not get us all killed?" I had to agree with her because she was right and I knew that she was just trying to protect us. 

"She's right." We all turned around to see Jasper walking into the room after his shower in a green t shirt and a pair of jeans with some sneakers. I couldn't help but look him up and down but noticed that I wasn't the only one doing it. Bella was as well which made me roll my eyes. "This is dangerous. It could end with all of us dead and if she does something that hurts or gets my mate hurt, I'll kill her myself." I smiled at him as I knew what he would do to protect me. I had a feeling that if I died, Jasper would burn the world down to get revenge and avenge me. The idea of it made me smile. 

I could tell that Bella was nervous and it looked like Edward was nervous as well considering I had a feeling that he couldn't beat Jasper. Edward distracted Bella by taking a tour of the house while the rest of us stayed in the living room talking. I sat on the couch again this time length wise with Jasper behind me with his back against the arm of the couch. I was laying in between his legs with my back against his chest as his arms formed a circle around me and we waited for them to finish the tour not really caring about anything they were doing as we talked with Rose and Emmett. 

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