Maybe it was the fact that you hadn't slept in months. Maybe it was because the war was finally over, but I was always paranoid.
I had to leave, it was going to get a lot of people hurt. There's one person I missed the most. She was the light in the darkness that always seemed to follow me. I loved her stories about when her and her sister Natasha were younger. She would always get me little gifts every week, even if I refused to take them. She took care of me when I was sick or had been hurt from a mission.
I loved her being over protective and jealous of me. I miss laying with her day and night knowing that she was mine. She would make me breakfast sometimes even though she wasn't the best cook, but I loved her cooking. I missed her accent, it drove me crazy. It's one of things I loved most about her and it was one of the things that made me fall in love.
It was hard to leave her. She told me she would wait for me. I told her to not wait forever because the enemy could always catch up.
It had been a couple of months since I left. I thought it would be good for me to go and pay a visit. I knocked on her door. I could hear her footsteps walking towards the door. When she opened the door her eyes widened.
She froze and I didn't know what to say. "Lena listen I know it was a dumb thing for me to leave and I really did it because you are everything to me and I couldn't let you get hurt because of my mistakes. I just haven't been able to sleep at night or if I do sleep all my dreams are about you. And I don't want forgiveness, I just want you to understand that I love you and just because we go through troubles that will never go away. I love you."
I stood quietly as I awaited for her response. She pulled me into a hug. "I love you too dekta" that Russian accent always makes my knees weak.
She pulled away from the hug and pulled me into a kiss. I had missed those lips that fit perfectly with mine. She grabbed me by my shirt, without breaking the kiss, and pulled me inside. She picked me up and sat me on the couch.
"I have missed you so much baby. You have no idea. Don't ever leave me again, or I'm going to kill you myself." I laughed at her comment and she pulled me in for another kiss.
