It was a sad day for me. My period had came faster than I wanted it to. I was in a mood, a sad mood.
I was sitting on the couch crying while eating ice cream watching Tom and jerry.
Wanda walked in and looked at me concerned. "Hey y/n you okay" she said walking over to me. "Yeah, Tom got kicked out the house" I said crying my eyeballs out taking another bite of ice cream.
"I'm sorry that happened" Wanda said going along with it. "What are you fucking sorry for, I'm 26 not stupid" I said quite harshly. I actually didn't mean for it to come out like that.
"I'm sorry that was rude" I started to cry again. "I can't ever just keep my mouth shut" I started crying even harder. Wanda pulled me in for a hug. I wet her shirt from tears. Natasha walked in looking confused.
I ran over to her and latched on to her crying into her shoulder. "Natty you left me alone yesterday with Sam and Bucky and they argued for an hour straight. They caused my food to be cold" I said crying even more.
Wanda and Natasha were giving each other confused and concerned looks. "I had to leave for a meeting
y/n" Natasha said looking at me. "It's okay, I know I'm not your bestest friend anymore" I said sadly walking away, but grabbing my ice cream and taking a big bite before walking out.
NATASHA POV
I looked over at Wanda. "What is wrong with her" referring to what had just happened. "I think it's that time of the month" Wanda implied.
"Has she been like that all morning" I asked. "Well she was definitely like that before I got in here. She was crying because Tom got kicked out of his home" Wanda said laughing. "Yelena is going to have a great time" I said laughing with her.
"Yeah one minute she was crying and then the next she yelling at me because I said I was sorry. Then she was crying again" Wanda explained. We both turned our heads as we heard y/n yelling.
We ran into the hall. Steve looked scared. "There is a whole fucking hallway walk on one side and I walk on the other. Don't walk in the fucking middle of the hallway, you bumped into me" she said going off on him. She walked away leaving Steve speechless.
"Remind me not to walk through here in the mornings" he said walking away confused.
"Wow she is moody today" Wanda said thinking about what had just happened. It had been an hour and we hadn't seen y/n, but Yelena had just walked in.
"Hey have you seen y/n" she asked as she walked in. "Yep, she's a little of what I would call a mood" I said looking at the tv. "What do you mean she's in a mood" before I could answer Yelena's question y/n walked in. "My pencil broke" she said crying again.
"I can just give you another one dekta" Yelena said reassuring her. "But it was my favorite one" y/n said whining. "Well then go and get some glue and fix it" Yelena said which wasn't to good of an idea. "That won't work, why can't you just be useful and do something for once" that one stung. Y/n covered her mouth in shock. "I didn't mean that, that's not what I wanted to say" y/n tried to explain why she said what she said.
Yelena began to walk away. "No, no come back I'm sorry. I'm just not feeling the best today and everything is on one hundred. Which means I say things I don't mean to say and I cry for the dumbest things" y/n explained herself. Yelena pushed y/n off of her and walked away.
"I'm so stupid, stupid, stupid, what's wrong with me" y/n kept hitting herself in the head. I jumped up and grabbed her hands to stop her from hitting herself.
"Hey you're not stupid" I told her ,this time her cry was for a reason. "Yes I am, I always have to mess everything up. I can't ever just keep my mouth shut. I should just be lonely because I don't deserve anyone like Yelena. She's sweet and really funny and she has a big heart, and then here I am someone who isn't anywhere near those things. My big mouth always gets me in trouble" y/n cried tears of hurt.
"You do not mess everything up. We all have our bad days. Yelena deserves you and nothing better. She just needs time to think. You are the sweetest person I know, and you have great humor and you are the most amazing person to everyone in this compound. Don't ever think otherwise" I told her.
"She hates me" y/n said wiping the tears from her face. "She doesn't hate you y/n" I tried to make her feel better because I knew she really didn't mean it even though it was really harsh.
Y/N POV
I was sitting in our room, lying on the floor staring at the ceiling. The door opened. "Get out leave me here to rot" I said not looking to see who it was. I honestly didn't care they hated me anyway.
"Baby I'm not leaving my room" Yelena said grabbing my attention, but I still didn't look over towards her. "You should I am a horrible person" I said again. Yelena was now standing over me. "I'm a mess you shouldn't see me like this" I said rolling over to cover my face.
"Baby please get up" Yelena asked again softly. "You should hate me" I mumbled but Yelena heard me. "I could never hate you y/n" she said reassuring me.
"Why I hurt your feelings " I said finally looking up. "Dekta that doesn't mean I hate you okay. And plus you didn't hurt my feelings. I knew you weren't feeling good today. I walked away because I was going to grab something, but when I came back you were gone. I brought you some chocolate and your favorite drink" she said making me smile.
"You remembered" I said smiling. "Of course I have to remember or I'll be a dead assassin by the end of that day" she said laughing. "It still doesn't make up for the fact that I said those things" I said looking down.
Yelena grabbed my hand and sat down on the bed, pulling me in between her legs. "You didn't mean it okay, end of story. Please just eat your chocolate and drink your drink. That will make me feel better" she wrapped her hands around my waist.
"You should hate me" I said again Yelena put her finger on my mouth. "Stop talking and eat" she said letting me go. "But" I said again but she cut me off. "Y/n I don't hate you. Stop talking about it" she walked out the room.
Even though my emotions were high right now, Yelena could always calm me down. And I lover her for it.
