Yelena had been ignoring me for the past week and I wanted to know why. "Why, do you keep pushing me away Yelena."
She put her head in her hand frustrated. "Please stop" she wouldn't answer the question. "Why, you didn't stop when I was leaving because you didn't want me to leave you. You begged me to stay and I did, so what's the problem now."
She looked around the room never looking in the eyes once. "That's different." Yelena had found out that her sister Natasha had fallen in love with me and she has been ignoring me ever since.
"How is it different Yelena. Just because your sister likes me you just want to give up on us."
She shook her head "I don't want to give up on us
y/n. I just I don't know." She stood and started walking back and forth across the room.
"Then why are you pushing me away." She wouldn't look me in the eye. "You don't get it."
"What's there not to get I love you and I thought you loved me, but apparently you don't." She looked up at me finally. "Don't say that" I felt my chest tightening. "What I love you, Yelena it's true. I can't Hardly breathe without you. I wake up every morning hoping I could just hear your voice. I would do anything and everything for you and the fact that you are pushing me away makes it seem like you don't feel the same."
I could feel the tears forming in my eyes. "Please stop y/n." She looked away from me. "Why can't you just say it back, please say it back."
"I can't" she blurted out. "Why not" I questioned. "I just cant." I grabbed my keys to my car and picked up my jacket. "I'm leaving have fun being all alone."
I walked out and I heard her footsteps behind me. Everyone in the living room watched as I almost ran out the door with tears streaming down my face. My brother Steve ran after me. "Y/n what's wrong" he grabbed my arm. I snatched it away from him "don't touch me Steven."
"What's wrong" he down at my tear stained face. "I don't want to talk about it." He backed up from me because I yelled. "How about we go inside so you can cool off and then we can talk okay."
I agreed and we went inside. All eyes were on me. Natasha was looking me dead in the eyes. "You did this, she won't even look at me the same anymore." I launched myself over to Natasha and hit her in the chest as she just stood there taking every hit. Steve ran over and picked me up. I broke down in his arms. Natasha looked down in regret.
He took me to a separate room. "Steve she wouldn't say it back." I wiped my tears off my face. "What are you talking about y/n."
"Yelena, she wouldn't look me in the face and tell me that she loved me." He put his head down in realization that he knew why I was crying.
Steve had left me alone. I cried for hours and in just wouldn't stop. There was a knock at the door. "Y/n please let me talk okay" it was Yelena. "What do you want haven't you done enough."
I turned my back towards the door. "I know I'm sorry just please let me in." I huffed my breath and stood to open the door. When I opened the door she looked down at my face. I let her walk in and shut the door behind us.
I was the one avoiding eye contact with her now. "Please look at me. Look I know I'm stupid and I always mess things up. I can't breath without you either. I would do anything and everything for you. There is a reason was pushing you away." She explained herself.
"And what was that." I was angry at her now. "CC I needed to think about Natasha's feelings and I needed to do it alone." I had my head down and listened to her talk. "Please look at me" I looked up and looked into those hazel eyes. "I love you y/n. I never will stop loving you. I'm sorry that it took me avoiding you to realize that I need you. Gosh I can't live without you. I can't even think without you. I hated you crying and I hated the look on your face. I hated you walking out the room heartbroken because I hate you being hurt. I hate that I was the one that caused your pain. I know what Natasha's feelings are and I don't care because I love you and I don't plan on giving up on us."
She waited patiently waiting for my response. "Yelena..." she interrupted me saying "please just forgive me, I know I can be stubborn sometimes but that's why you love me."
"If you would've let me finish I would have said that why couldn't you have just said that the first time instead of making me cry my eyeballs out." She laughed and walked closer to me. "Because I was so scared that I had lost you, I couldn't form any words out my mouth."
"Don't ever push me away again pr I will leave next time." I told her with all seriousness. "I don't plan on it."
She pulled me in for a kiss. Everything felt better and it felt like the start of a new beginning. I knew there would be more roadblocks along the way, but life isn't fair so we will just have to get through it together.
