I held on to Yelena as she carried me into the kitchen. "Baby I can't hold you the whole time, my arms are going to give up on me" Yelena said grabbing something out the fridge.
"Are you calling me fat" I said because I was offended that she didn't want to carry me. "Y/n you know your not fat" she replied back.
Yelena sat her drink down and picked me farther up so she could get a better grip. I had my sports bra on so my breast were out a little. She looked down at my chest and back up to my eyes.
She then grabbed her drink and began walking into the living room. Once we got there, she sat down on the couch beside Wanda my best friend.
I put my head in her neck and wrapped my arms around her. "What's wrong with her this time" Wanda asked yelena. Yelena replied "she's being really clingy today."
"Okay there is a difference between clingy and just wanting their girlfriend to hold them because their girlfriend is always going on missions on all your off days" I jumped up and said.
I stood up and walked back to the kitchen. "Baby come back" Yelena said running after me. She grabbed my wrist and said "I'll hold you."
I looked up at her and said "no I'm too clingy and fat."
I tried to walk away but she held me close. "I did not call you fat" Yelena shouted out. "Yeah well you basically did when you quote on quote said my arms are going to give up" I shouted back. "Y/n just let me hold you" Yelena said throwing her hands in the air.
"No you can't hold me" I replied back.
"Y/n let me hold you, I'm sorry okay" she said grabbing the back of my waist pulling me into her.
"Im going to read my book , why don't you have fun here all by yourself with something easier to hold" I said handing her my drink and walking off leaving her behind.
YELENA POV
I'm going to have to sleep on the couch tonight. I have been going on missions a lot here lately. I should have just held her. I put her drink back in the fridge and went to Natasha's bedroom.I entered her room and she was eating a PB&j sandwich. "Nat y/n is mad at me because I wouldn't hold her and she accused me of calling her fat" I told Natasha as she looked up at me trying to forget out why I was in her room.
"I don't know what to tell you except maybe you should have just held her rather than saying something that made it seem like you were calling her fat" Natasha replied giving me advice.
"I tried to hold her after the fact and she handed me her drink saying 'why don't you hold something easier' and then she walked off" I explained to Natasha.
"Just give her time to cool down then go in there and try and get her to let you hold her" Natasha explained.
"I could try" I said leaving out of Natasha's room.
Time had passed so I walked to our room where y/n was. I walked in and saw y/n laying on the bed with her reading her book. "Lena please get out I'm not in the mood right now" she said laying her book down beside her.
"I know your mad at me but I wanted to spend time with you not you being mad at me all day " I said trying to get her to let me hold her.
"Well you should have thought about that before you called me fat and clingy" she said as she began to read her book.
I walked over to the bed and sat on top of her. "Yelena get off of me right now" she said trying to push me off. "Not until you let me hold you" I replied back. I forced her hands above her face so our face was like a inch apart.
"You are not fat baby. I would never call you anything like that. And I love you being clingy to me, it makes me feel so good having your body close to mine" I told her as she tried to get from under my grip.
"I don't want want you to hold me anymore Yelena ,now get off of me" she yelled out.
"If you don't want me to hold you then how about you hold me" I said just trying to get her to stop being mad at me.
" No I want to read my book and I can't read my book if I have to hold you" she said as a excuse.
"Come on dekta you've been reading that book for an hour already, just let me hold you" I said. "Yelena please just get up" she said in a baby voice that I couldn't resist.
I got up off of her and walked out of the room, and headed back into Natasha's.
"It didn't work" I told Natasha as she looked up at me with annoyance. "Yelena maybe just give her time to cool off" she told me. I walked out of went into the living room to watch tv.
After time had passed I walked back into y/n and I's room. She had fallen asleep and I didn't want to wake her. I walked to the other side of the bed and laid down beside her pulling her close. She turned over in her sleep and put her arm around my waist as she usually does when she sleeps and laid her head in my neck.
She opened her eyes and looked at me. "You are so stubborn" she said sitting up. "Oh come on you were comfortable" I said to her as she stood up.
She walked out the room and went into the living room where Wanda was sitting on the couch. As I walked in the room, I noticed y/n cuddles on the couch beside Wanda. "This isn't fair" I said sitting on the other. "Maybe don't call her clingy next time" Wanda said speaking up.
"Maybe you shouldn't be mad because I have y/n you don't" I said replying to her comment. "Says the one who is literally by their self on the couch" she replied back.
"You're just mad because I spend more time with
y/n than you" I said trying to argue back with Wanda. "You're just mad because I was here first" Wanda said back.Before I could say anything else, y/n stood up and said "will you too just be quiet for one time in your lives." She walked away going to the training room.
I stood up giving Wanda a death glare before leaving to follow y/n. When I walked in the training room, y/n was punching the punching bag. "Baby please let me hold you, I promise I won't say anything to offend you" I said trying to get her to let me hold her.
She kept punching the punching bag and punched it so hard that it went flying off the hook. "Yelena how many times do I have to tell you I don't want to be held anymore, just let it go" she turned back around and picking the punching bag up.
I couldn't say anything or she would be even more angry at me. So I just sat down and watched her workout. Before she finished ,I walked out to avoid her gaze.
I walked straight to our shared room to lay down in the bed. When y/n walked in the room she went straight into the shower and when she finished she put on a t-shirt and some boxers.
She then laid down beside me and pulled the covers over herself laying away from me. After a while I got cold and wanted to get some of her heat , but I was scared because I didn't want to make her even more angry. So I moved slowly to get closer to her. She grabbed my hand and put it over her side making me smile.
I pulled her close to me and went to sleep. I finally got to hold her in my arms.
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