Yelena rushed in our shared room.
"Tell me they're lying" tear's threatening to fall from her eyes. "What are you talking about Lena" I said softly and confused.
"Don't Lena me y/n, are they lying" she yelled making a lump form in my throat. "I don't know what your talking about baby" I said still confused.
"Did you sleep with her" a tear finally falling from her face. "Sleep with who" I hadn't done a thing. "Did you sleep with Natasha" she said making me spit out the water I had in my mouth.
"Why would I do that" I asked questioning. "Don't act dumb y/n, just tell me the truth" she stood in my face. "I didn't sleep with Nat" I said telling the truth.
"Liar" she yelled. "Why would I fucking lie to you Yelena. I didn't sleep with your fucking sister" I said finally yelling back. "Um I don't know because you lied to me about having something with the witch" she argued back. "Yeah Yelena, but that happened way before we were serious. And when we were finally together, I told you about that" I argued back.
"I'm so tired of doing this with you. We argue and then we make up. It never ends and I'm tired" her words cutting deep into my heart.
"You're tired, you're fucking tired. I can't help you are a paranoid Sysco who always thinks someone is cheating on them. If anything, I should be the tired one" my words clearly hurting her now.
"Oh really, how many other people have you fucked" she yelled out. "Are you slut shaming me. I mean you might as well just say whatever's on your mind" she was making me angry.
"Fine I will. The first part of our relationship was fake. I didn't really love you, it was all a mission" she said as tears fell from my eyes. I was speechless.
"You know what Yelena. I have giving you everything. Even when I felt like giving up, I still held on because you needed me and I needed you. You accuse me a cheating and every time you are proven wrong. You call me a liar, but I've told you everything. You say your tired and you slut shame me. Let me ask you something Yelena, was it even real or were you just pretending" I asked and Yelena face dropped.
"Y/n you know I love you" tears still falling down my face. "Do you, I mean you just said I was just a mission. Is that all I fucking mean to you, a mission" I asked Yelena. "You mean so much more dekta" Yelena said softly.
"Maybe we should just take some time off" I said as my heart clenched at just the thought of breaking up. I had began to walk out. Yelena ran to the door and shut it. "Yelena let me out" I yelled. "No, I can't just let you walk out. Look I went too far y/n. Someone sent me a random text saying that you and Nat slept together and I couldn't control myself. I hated that mission, I really did, but I have never felt any regret. Yeah we fight and we have arguments, but that's what we do to grow and build a life together. You are the only person, I have ever truly loved and because of that, I can't just let you walk out, at least not after trying to get you to stay" Yelena blocked the door.
"How can you come in here, accuse me of cheating and when I try to leave you don't let me. Yelena I don't understand it. I made up my mind, let me out" I said with a single tear rolling down my face.
"I can't do that y/n" she wouldn't move. I walked up to her and tried my hardest to get her to move from the door, but she is stronger than me. "Yelena let me go out the room" I yelled at her. "Before I let you out, tell me something. Look me in my eyes and tell me everything was a waste of time" Yelena felt tears in her eyes again.
I looked into her eyes and I couldn't bring myself to say anything. "I can't" I said defeated. "Why can't you y/n" Yelena questioned. "Because" I said not being able to continued the sentence. "Because of what" she questioned again.
"Because I love you Yelena. It doesn't matter how many times we fight, or disagree about anything, I will never stop loving you. Even if you don't love me. You will always be on my mind. If I move on and find someone new, you are still going to be there. You are like this drug that I will always want more of, even if it hurts. Even after you accused me of all those things, I still love you, I'm still in love with you" I yelled and Yelena pulled me into a kiss.
She pushed me to the wall attacking my neck with kisses. Our lips met again and we made our way to the bed. She laid over me, kissing my jawline.
I ran my hands through her hair. She went back to my lips, I sucked on her lip for a little before she let go. "I'm still in love with you too. And I'm sorry about accusing you, it was wrong of me and I should have approached the situation differently" Yelena said trying to catch her breath. "It's okay" I smiled before pulling her into another kiss.
