I am an avenger and I have been for two years. I have a past before an avenger and becoming an avengers caused my past to fade away.
We were currently having a meeting about our next mission. As they talked about random things I sat quietly as I zoned out.
I heard the door open and as turned my head a gun was pointed at my face. I didn't flinch nor did I break eye contact with the gun.
Natasha stood up and said "Yelena it can't be."
Yelena I've heard that name before. Then I averted my eyes to the person who held a gun to my head. The one and only Yelena Belova, also a past lover and someone I can't seem to forget about.
"Put the gun down Yelena" Natasha spoke up raising her hand towards Yelena and I.
Yelena simply just shook her head no and continued to point the gun at my head. I stood up never breaking eye contact and she continued to hold the gun towards my head. As I walked forward Yelena walked backwards.
"Shoot me" I said and Natasha yelled out "what, y/n No what are you doing."
"Shoot me Yelena" I said in a Russian accent ignoring Natasha's comment. I watched closely as her eyes dilated ,which means I was making her nervous.
"Go on shoot me" I said putting my head against the gun. "Y/n stop it" Natasha said wondering why I was doing what I was doing.
"Shoot me" I said again. "Shoot me, come on shoot me, you already have the gun just shoot me" I repeated.
Everyone in the room was shocked considering I was the quiet one out of the avengers. They never have seen me act like this.
"Come on Yelena shoot me like you did when you broke my heart" I yelled for the last time and she shot the gun.
I quickly moved my head and grabbed the bullet so it wouldn't hit anyone else. I pushed her through the glass door and we fell and rolled over the edge. While falling, I climbed under her so I would hit the ground.
We both stood up at the same time and she threw the first punch, but every time she threw a punch I blocked it.
She jump from the ground onto the wall and then wrapping her legs around my shoulders. I latched my hands around her legs holding her up.
She wrapped a rope around my throat ,forcing me to back into the wall. Once I hit the wall, she flipped us over forcing me to land on top of her.
As I sat on her waist she pulled the gun out and pointed it towards me. "Dekta are you really going to shoot me" I said trying to make her nervous, it worked.
"Get off of me Y/n" she said pushing the gun closer to my head. Natasha came running in ,but I held my hand up letting her know it was okay.
"Shoot me Yelena" I said again but she quickly replied "No." I spoke again saying "Why, why can't you just shoot me."
"Because" she said so I replied "because why" and she looked away and said "because I can't."
She looked back into my eyes and saw the pain she caused. She looked down at the way I sat on waist and her cheeks became red.
Natasha confused by the situation watched closely at the interaction between the two of us. "Why can't you Yelena I need a better answer than that" I stated back.
I had my suit on that had cleavage and showed my breast a little. She looked at my chest, then my plump lips, and then she looked into my eyes.
"Because..... because I can't live without you anymore and I thought if I showed up and pointed I gun at you would finally put an end to my misery. I also wanted to see my sister" Yelena blurred out.
"Why would I kill you" I asked her and she looked over at Natasha who was amazed to see her long lost sister and her best friend act like a total different person.
She looked back at me and said "because you hate me." I was shocked that she felt that way so I said "I don't hate you, despite everything you've done I could never hate you Yelena. You left me and I changed forcing my past to fade away with you ,but I could never hate you , I never have and I never will."
I stood up and left her laying there. Natasha could tell that Yelena missed my warmth and as I walked by her she grabbed my arm and said "we have a lot to talk about later."
She left and I helped Yelena up. As she stood up she glanced at my lips. She nervously played with her fingers and I noticed right away.
I grabbed her hands and she looked up at me. "It's okay say what ever comes to your mind and say it confidently" I told her as she took a deep breath.
"I need you back" she said and I stayed silent. "Please say something y/n" she asked waiting for my answer.
"Yelena I don't know what to say. I can't have my heart break anymore than it already has. And I won't make the same mistake twice."
She bit her lip angrily and looked down at my lips.
"My eyes are up here Belova" I said as I lifted her chin up. "I want and I need you, I know I messed up and me leaving broke your heart, but I crave your touch, your presence, your jokes, the way you sleep so peacefully, I miss waking up beside you,I miss the way the sun shinned perfectly on your tanned skin,I miss looking into those beautiful blue eyes, I miss having you in my arms knowing that nothing can take you away from me if it were up to me. I crave having your body against mine, I miss when you would get protective when other girls flirted with me and most of all, I miss those soft, pink, plump lips on mine and I regret leaving you and I'm so sorry for hurting you, but I had to leave to keep you out of danger. I didn't leave because I wanted to ,I left because it was the only way to keep you safe. So please just give me a chance to prove that I'm still the same Yelena you fell in love with in Budapest" Yelena said and I was speechless.
"You just don't know how long I have waited for you to say those exact words." I grabbed her by the belt and put our lips together. I wrapped my arms around her neck never breaking the kiss. She moved her hands down to my waist and pulled me closer, scared that I would leave her again.
Natasha walked in with her mouth wide open. I broke the kiss and looked over at Natasha. Yelena just stared at me.
"I know I'm not going crazy weren't you two just fighting like animals and now you're sticking each others tongues down each others throats" Natasha said confused.
I laughed and said "umm each we have a lot to talk about but before I tell you can you give us a second" I asked and Natasha a walked out.
I turned my attention towards ,Yelena who was already looking at me, and I leaned towards her ear and said "I'll talk to you later" and I kissed the corner of her lips.
AN: I was bored so I hope this is good.
