I stand there with tears in my eyes looking at Florence. "Is that what you want" I say softly. "I don't want to be with you anymore y/n I'm done it's overbearing" Florence says her voice strained.
"I've given you every piece of myself and you just want to throw everything away because it's too much for you" I say my voice growing louder as the tears still fall. "Yes it's too much for me" she yells.
I laugh bitterly looking dead at Florence. "Fuck you Florence, five years with me and now all of a sudden I'm too much for you this is too much for you, I mean if it was just going to come to this why would you even bother asking me out that day" I yell and Flo just stands there with her head down. "Why would you make me love you, huh?" I ask and still she keeps her head down.
"Answer my fucking question Florence, why the fuck would you do that" I yell and she looks up with tears falling down.
"I'm sorry" she says quietly. "You're sorry, you're fucking sorry, please enlighten me on what is too much for you that you jeopardize everything we have" I say waiting for her response the tension so sharp it could cut through anything.
"I don't know everything is just too much y/n, with acting and then you want me to have quality time with you, I just can't take this anymore" she shouts.
"Okay if that's what you want Florence fine we're over I'll get all my stuff and I just disappear from your life and I'll never be a burden for you again" I start going around and grabbing my things.
"Y/n wait" she lets out but I continue grabbing my stuff. She walks over and grabs my hands stopping me from grabbing anything else. "Let me go" I try to pull, but she is slightly stronger than me.
"I love you" she says. My heart hurts and I look away. "Shut up if you loved me you wouldn't be breaking my heart Florence" I say looking away.
"I love you and I'm sorry baby" she gets down on her knees putting her face on my stomach holding me in place. "Please forgive me I don't want you to go please don't go" she pleads and I still look away letting the tears fall.
"Let me go" I say calmly as if I was numb now. "Y/n" she lets out and I finally look down at her. "You made your decision Florence if I'm too much for you then we don't need to be together, now let me go" I say and she lets go.
I grab my keys and my phone and I walk out the door without looking back. Knowing if I did it would make it even harder.
I get in my car and drive to my best friend's house. I go and knock on the door. After hearing footsteps, they open the door. "Hey y/n" Sabrina's face drops. "What happened" she says looking concerned. "She doesn't want me anymore" my voice soft and the tears start coming back.
"Oh y/n" she pulls me into a hug guiding me into her home and over to the couch. "You okay" she asks and I look up wiping my tears. "She said I was too much for her and too overbearing" I say as the tears steady fall.
"Am I not enough" I ask and Sabrina looks at me. "You were always enough y/n, look I don't what is going on with Florence but the Florence I know loves you with every part of her and I know she does because I could see it in her eyes. Some people just go through things differently and maybe her way of coping was to take it out on your and hers relationship" Sabrina explains trying to comfort me.
"I just can't believe she wants to waste five years of our relationship because it's overbearing" I say laying my head on her shoulder.
My phone goes off and it's a voicemail and a message from Florence. Sabrina looks down at my phone. "Don't answer the phone, we are going to play this the long way okay" she says putting my phone down.
"If she truly wants to end your relationship then she'll give up eventually, but if she doesn't give up then you can give her another chance" Sabrina says softly. I sit up and lean back on the couch.
"Okay I'll do that" I say and Sabrina smiles.
6 months later
After doing my short tour I finally come back home to New York. Florence still hasn't stopped calling and texting. She even tried to come to one of my concerts but security wouldn't let her in.
It's finally snowing in New York and what day to go get coffee then now. I walk down the street entering the cafe looking down as I brush the snow off of myself. I then bump into someone. "Oh my gosh I'm so sorry" I look up and freeze. "You're go-" it's Florence and she freezes too.
"Florence Hi umm what are you doing in New York" I ask and she look stuck almost. "Umm y/n I'm here for an interview and I thought I could stay here for a little while" she says still in shock.
"Oh okay" I say looking away for a second. "Y/n I" she goes to talk but stops herself.
"Could we go somewhere more private" Florence asks looking around at the crowded room. "Yeah sure" I say following her to a secluded corner.
"I'm sorry, I was overwhelmed and I said things I didn't mean and I regret that day so much. You were never too much for me and I'm sorry that it took you leaving before I could see that. I'm sorry that I hurt you and I don't expect your forgiveness because I wouldn't forgive myself either. I love you y/n and to be honest I'm miserable without you, my life isn't whole without you in it" she says almost making me cry.
"Florence I forgive you and I miss you too" I say and Florence smiles and pulls me into a hug putting her face in my hair.
"I miss how good you smell" she says making me laugh. "6 months was way too long, baby" she pulls away and then Lena's in to kiss me.
It was almost like a fever dream. "I'm so dumb" she says pulling away. "That you are" I laugh. "Now I need my coffee" I turn to go, but she grabs my hand.
"I'll pay" she pulled me to the line.
