Sunsets and Broken Promises (SPADE Series #1)

Chapter 61

September 18, 2029
2:00 P.M

The Most Awaited Day
of
Kaizer Ace & Cyrena Brielle

I take a deep breath as I read our wedding invitation for the 67th time for the past few days. My eyes went towards the mirror, and there—I saw the most beautiful girl sitting in front of me, wearing a white beautiful luxurious gown that glistens every time I move. A hair that has never been this neatly done in my entire life. A make-up that was carefully done by the make artists. Jewelries that were hand-picked by the Trosmez cousins.

My bouquet of white and red roses that was made by my best friends.

I can't help but to shed a tear while I stare at myself in front of the mirror. Never in my life, not once—I dreamed of something like this. . . a wedding of my own with my beloved boyfriend—soon to be my husband, soon to call mine, officially. To build my own family is something I never really thought of becoming true. I spent my whole childhood—my whole high school as well as college years to receive my Father's approval.

Not once, had ever crossed my mind to live my life with someone who is passionate, kind, talented, smart, courageous, faithful, and handsome as Kaizer Ace—the man who didn't gave up on me when already I gave up on myself.

To be able to sit here, is already a blessing. Until now, I still can't believe that I'm about to marry the man who made me happy the most, and the man who made me tear up the most. It all feels like a dream to me, a beautiful, beautiful dream that every woman wish to have.

Up until last night, when me and Kaizer are sitting by the ocean shore. We spent our afternoon just talking to each other—about our plans, dreams, and feelings towards this day. Kaizer and I admitted to each other that we have been waiting for this day to come, but he also admitted that aside from being happy and excited, he couldn't help but to feel nervous—I idiotically laughed at him. . . but now that there's only a few hours left, I can't stop trembling in nervousness.

What if I can't be the perfect wife that Kaizer wants me to be?

Is something that has been bothering me for the past few months. But Kaizer knew how to comfort me—he told me that he feels the same way, that he has this feeling that he might disappoint me and that he has a lot of flaws that are still left to uncover—it made me realize how similar we are. . . it made me realize how the both of us are scared to disappoint each other.

Kaizer asked me once, how many kids do I want in the future—but instead of answering him, I asked Kaizer again "how about you? how many kids do you want?" his answer blew me away. It made me more realize how lucky I am to meet him. He answered,

"As long as you're the mother, I couldn't ask anything for more,"

That sentence from him made me determine to be a good mother for our future kids. I want them to have a healthy family—to have a comfortable future, and to be happy. I want them to experience something I've never got to receive from my father.