Creepy Experiences

Part 123

June 13, 2025

I wanted to write a list of bad things the cps/fox have done to me in spirit form or physically.

Told me that Fox had registered to my school and was stalking me. They even made me suspect that a regular guy I met was Fox. Imagine thinking that a random guy who danced close to you and smiled at you was a stalker.

Sabotaged relationships or manipulated me into sabotaging relationships. Once they admitted to cursing the relationship between me and my sister to make us argue all the time. They were jealous because we were close.

Blackmailing. I've already talked about this.

Breaking into my home. I saw Toby run into my house after I walked to a bus stop. I've also seen other cps inside my house.

Putting hexes on me and sucking on my energy. Some symptoms of energy vampirism is paleness, tiredness, and a bad mood. Adding on, EJ put a hex on me to get a concussion during jiujitsu so I'd quit.

Giving me slender sickness. The symptoms are close to the coronavirus, but when I'd get symptoms, I would test negative for corona.

Sexually assaulting me and raping me in spirit form. Last night LJ was here and he did it to me. They also find any excuse to blame me for doing it which is a form of manipulation. They have no excuse.

Fox allowed and encouraged other cps to touch me sexually when we were together even when I asked him to not let them. There was one point when I wanted a relationship and only wanted to be intimate with him. He didn't agree so I broke up with him.

Act out bc of jealousy and try to make me jealous/scared by involving other people.

Made me paranoid and compulsively check with a cp spirit if they were stalking me or wanted to kidnap me every time I went on a hike/in public and they would affirm. The cp spirit would also confirm that they were going to kidnap me if I was in a vulnerable situation. Now I avoid trails and never go out alone. I don't ask these questions when I'm in public anymore either. 

One tactic I use to distract a cp is to ask them questions about how they'd kidnap me and treat me after the kidnapping, and I also did tarot readings with them. I made a message card deck to get more personal messages from the cps. I would use this deck to get their inner thoughts and intentions toward me. Fyi, this deck has over two-hundred cards and they talk about friendship, romance, hatred, jealousy, sex, and yandere. Some cards also have obscure or miscellaneous vibes. I shuffled this deck and asked what messages I commonly received from cps. Here is what came out.  

This photo held cards about kidnapping. I would get the "surrender" card when the cps would try to convince me to not fight back. The drugged card would come out as a sign that they had already drugged me or wanted to do it. The "package delivered" card came out all the time I didn't receive any real packages after pulling the card. In terms of slang, it can refer to male genitalia, a substantial amount of drugs/alcohol, and an attractive woman. If I was the package, then the message is that they wanted to send me to another location. Or it could talk about sex. 

Ignore the screen. These cards are pretty miscellaneous. 333 is an angel number that can be seen when someone wants to talk. As for the adventure card, one way they tried to convince me to surrender would be to play into an escapist fantasy. 

This group was the biggest and on the bottom, I grouped a pair of cards referring to stalking. The rest of the cards were about love. I would pull these cards when the cps would try to convince me to love them back. They also tried to convince me that I didn't need other relationships. One of these cards is a song lyric from the song, "This is love," by Air Traffic Controller. 

To conclude, I have had real issues with the cps and sometimes I need to remind myself why I can't trust them. I keep seeing 911, 444, and 1010 every day. I feel stressed out by all this. Before I wrote this chapter, I was in a good mood, but remembering it all soured me again. A few days ago, the slender sickness got worse. I felt dizzy and couldn't stand for long. Thanks for reading the chapter. I hope it doesn't ruin your day.