Creepy Experiences

Cps Plan + Life After Capture

December 15, 2024

TW: MENTIONS OF VIOLENCE, SA, AND UNALIVING. 

Some info that I learned:

 Wolf and Jeff have sparred and Wolf won. Jeff also said that even if they fought with knives, Wolf would win. That said, a few days ago, I was feeling angry and had this thought of wanting to fight him. Wolf was in the room. Now, he has an idea to do a confrontation with me so that I'll get the chance to fight him. The bad part is if I lose, then he'll take me. 

From what I've heard, Wolf would resort to grappling and choking techniques. He doesn't want to cause me serious harm. That said, if I resist too much, then he could resort to more aggressive tactics. If I ran from the fight, then he would be able to track me with my scent and foot-tracks. Even if I beat Wolf, he would probably use his supporters to capture me anyway. 

Judging from the last capture, I was taken while I was sleeping. I think I was sedated during the kidnapping so that I would not wake up in the middle of the process. I think this is another reason why I was conscious for such a short time when I did wake up. I think if Wolf did want to do a confrontation, he would use a syringe to make me pass out after grabbing hold of me. 

To make me more compliant, they would probably resort to medicine. They have drugged my food before and Eyeless Jack has medical experience. On a side note, I know that there are cps who would be happy to inflict physical pain to punish me. Wolf has already told me that he would break my knees if I tried to run away.

Wolf has stated that he would tie my legs together and tie my wrists to the bed frame. The reason why is because he knows that I feel aggressive toward him. In that position, he could also take advantage of the fact that he would have to feed me and carry me to the bathroom. One of his plans is to make me depend on him so that I will become co-dependant. It isn't the same as love, but I think that combined with love magick would change my behavior. 

Eyeless Jack is here right now (in spirit form) and I asked him about the subject of physical torture.

"Would you resort to physical torture if you thought it was necessary in this situation?"

"Yes,"

"Do you think Wolf would be okay with physically torturing me?"

"No,"

"Since Wolf isn't comfortable, would you do it for him?"

"Yes,"

I also talked to him on the subject of the worst scenario that could occur if I was kidnapped. I deduced that if the combination of rape, physical harm, and isolation got too much, then it could make my depression resurface. This could lead me to do an action that would make me die. Even if I didn't have the tools or meds to do it myself, I could push someone like Jeff or EJ into doing it. I know both of their insecurities and they can become aggressive if those insecurities are attacked.

 Since I was talking to EJ, I told him that if I pushed him into killing me, then Wolf would hold it against him. I was trying to prove that me being kidnapped would not make Wolf happy in the long-term. I proposed that the best outcome would be if Wolf moved on from me. That said, I met him five years ago and he hasn't let go or moved on. At the end of our discussion, Eyeless Jack said that he agreed with me on the idea that kidnapping me wouldn't be a good idea, but he still wants to support Wolf and help him. 

I will end the chapter here. It is likely that the cps will make another attempt soon. I hope that this info is useful. I don't want to be forgotten.