Creepy Experiences

New Threat

December 17, 2024

This song feels kind of comforting. I will try to keep going. 

I normally post every day about cps when I feel extremely stressed. Two days ago, I banished Wolf and I kept him out with a spell. I found out that last night, he physically broke into my house because he missed me. This means that when I banish Wolf, it increases the risk of him breaking in physically and doing something to my body. I think I should start at the beginning to explain how I came to that conclusion. Last night, Jason the toymaker was here and he wanted to do a reading with me. I did the tarot reading this morning. He was asking me about Wolf and he said that Wolf is not treating me right. He also said that he had been hearing gossip about me and wanted to see me to confirm what was true. During the reading, he also said that he saw Wolf physically enter my room, get in my bed, and do sexual things to me. I didn't fully believe him, but a few hours later, I went to the park and noticed Wolf's spirit. 

I talked to Wolf and he confirmed that he was here last night. To my dismay, he was able to follow me to my house and I did a reading with him. I didn't want the reading to be too long. I used my yandere message note cards and channeled what happened last night from Wolf's perspective. The first thing that alarmed me was that I stayed asleep during the entire interaction because Wolf put a spell on me to make me sleep through the night. He also added an affirmation to make me forgive him. Reading through the channeled message makes me feel very uncomfortable. He touched me intimately and I couldn't do anything about it. There was one point when I was crying. He brushed my tears, told me not to cry, and then I grabbed his wrist. I wish that I hadn't. Now he thinks that I love him when I was moving involuntarily. Now that this has happened, if I banish Wolf in spirit form, then he may show up to SA me physically. 

These chapters have been pretty sad. I was thinking that for the next chapter, I could share some songs that I receive from cps when I do song readings. Song divination is a form of divination where I ask a question about a cp and then shuffle a playlist. Sometimes it also comes in the form of hearing a song in my head while doing a reading. I also noticed that generally songs from a particular band or artist would play for specific cps. I think I can cover Jeff, Wolf, and EJ.