Creepy Experiences

Kidnapping Threats

June 6, 2025

I did a dice roll reading today and yesterday with Slenderman. During the last chapter, he was trying to get my attention with the ear ringing and the headaches. He told me not to share the messages I pulled for yesterday but was fine with me sharing today's messages. EJ is the one who has been threatening to kidnap me. In his scenario, he stated that he would come at night and give me a choice to come with him willingly or resist. Today, Slender confirmed that EJ was going to give me a choice during the kidnapping attempt. If I resist, there will be consequences that will affect my treatment. 

For some reason, Slender was trying to convince me that I'd be fulfilling my purpose by choosing them. I feel like the cps may be lying and wanted to get a feel for how I felt about them. I don't think EJ would ask me that question during a kidnapping attempt. There is also the chance they are trying to manipulate me and the readers by allowing me to share this information. I wonder how much power these spirits have over me, because they could be lying about their identities, using existing information to be convincing while feeding on my fear. I've received the threat of being kidnapped for years and it hasn't happened. 

Anyways, "Slender" also asked me how long I would be able to resist them before I'd crack. I care about right and wrong. I agree or disagree based on my own terms and I would never allow an abusive relationship. I have channeled scenarios of a future with the cps and it would be abusive. I always get a sense during those channeled scenarios that I'm being controlled, physically assaulted, sexually abused, and that they would put spells on me. 

Song Reading

I did a song reading today asking my spirit guides to confirm if what Slender and EJ told me was true. These are the songs that came out. 

This is a song I associate with the cps. At the beginning of this song, the singer just murdered a medical staff member in an asylum and is holding their heart to her chest. She pretended to be fragile and scared while walking to a panic room.  At the end, her eyes glinted yellow and it gave the sense that she wasn't human. In the end, it is hinted by the chorus that she wanted to lure everyone in the same room to kill them all. Everyone trusted her and thought she was not capable of being the killer. She used this against them and became the monster they feared. 

One number that appeared during today's dice roll reading was 12. The twelfth house is associated with hospitals. This song takes place within a hospital. I've also gotten messages from EJ that he would take me to an abandoned hospital. There is also a chance that they think I'm not human since the singer wasn't a human. Since I was asking for confirmation on what parts were true, this means that this song confirmed these details. 

This song is lighthearted compared to the last one. Maroon 5 decided to visit and perform this song at weddings to get the reactions. The singer stated that he feels insecure and bad when he's not around the person he likes because she sweetens his life and makes him happy. Normally when I'm interacting with cps, I'm cold, but when they watch me, some of the things I say or do make them happy. Also, a wedding could be significant and I just saw 11:11 on the time. 

Aurora made this song acting like the embodiment of hunger and lust which are animalistic desires. This song is about the desire to lose control. To live based on animalistic desires without care for who they may hurt. At the end of the song, everyone at the party started to eat each other. Blood ran down their mouths and they made expressions of ecstasy while some were losing consciousness. This song is a warning toward consumption culture. 

This song makes me think of nature vs nurture. Both factors have effects on a person's life. Is someone capable of being born good or evil or are they a result of their circumstances? It is similar to the question of: is someone born to be a cp or are they shaped into becoming one? Reader, don't take these words too seriously because there is still a chance that I'm being manipulated and deceived. I hope that sharing this won't be a mistake. 

The first thing that stood out was that this music video took place in a forest. It reminded me of the times when I left home to go to the nearest forested area to get some peace and quiet. Sometimes I felt watched when I was alone like that. This song makes me wonder if someone wanted to reach out and talk to me, but decided to watch instead. This song also talked about the end of all things. I might be overstepping, but I'm getting the feeling that a cp or spirit has wished that they could get close, but couldn't because it wasn't time. 

I saw some angel numbers during this reading. I saw 1111, 444, 777, 666, and 1144. I need to sleep now, goodnight.