12/20/2024
I practice music divination. This is one of the easier ways to receive messages from cps. I also use this to tell which cp is with me. I'm going to list some songs that I heavily associate with specific cps and why.
Jeff The Killer
I started listening to MCR before I got interested in cps. This song reminds me of him because he would listen to me sing this song. Recently, he heard me sing this song and he was impressed. That said, after my relationship with Jeff ended, I asked the question, "What nicknames did Jeff have for me?". This was the first song that came out. Jeff might have been attracted to my motherly nature since I enjoy doing things like cooking.
This song came out recently in a song reading with him. Btw, I cannot sing this song. I'm not good at belting high notes. He asked me to sing this song for him, but I couldn't do it. This song also reminds me of his impulsive nature.
Toby
Back when I was reading sxcp's book of funny stories, one of the stories was of Toby taking a nap in the car until this song played. Apparently, he started screaming the lyrics and bopping his head while this song played. The story made me laugh a lot. I also love this song. I didn't expect Toby to be into it because the fandom thought he was soft. That said, he could not have walked out of his past soft. He was hardened.
There was a duality within Toby and I saw vulnerability and warmth. He was a comfort. I remember all the times he hugged me when I was struggling. This song feels like a hug. I also had dreams about sharing a life with him, but it never happened. This song also reminds me of his voice. It was gentle sometimes. The last reason is that I feel like him of all people would enjoy stargazing.
BEN
Not gonna lie, I associate this song with Ben because of the video game-like beat. That said, I think there is a possibility that Ben likes/liked this song because when he was uploading on Instagram, he liked chill beats.
This song is cringey, but it reminds me of how Ben introduced Jeff to anime and video games. It sounds like Jeff is singing and I can imagine Ben in the background hanging out with him in a basement.
Eyeless Jack
First off, word of advice, don't call Jack Eyeless Jack. He prefers Jack or EJ. The song reminds me of EJ's low raspy voice, threatening demeanor, and don't fuck with energy. He should not be trifled with. This song makes me think of a scenario where I am locked in a school with EJ. If I run, then I might get caught and hurt/killed. If I stay, I will slowly lose my mind.
In general, Tokyo Ghoul reminds me of EJ because both ghouls and EJ need to eat humans. EJ also has a similar aura to Kaneki. He controls himself around those he cares about, but there's this sense that he could lose control.
I added this last minute. I remembered this song because whenever EJ is near, I sing this song. There was also a time when I sang it and he was impressed. I think I felt drawn to EJ at one point because a part of me liked the idea of being broken by him.
Wolf
This shouldn't be a surprise. Compared to the rest, Wolf became the biggest yandere toward me. Furthermore, in this video, the yandere has no remorse and does not even try to hide her crime. In general, Wolf does not like when I call him out, but if I never found out, then he would not care about doing immoral actions to be with me. He has this mindset of being willing to do anything to be with me.
I don't talk about it much, but Wolf and Jeff have referred to me being like a princess. Sleeping beauty was another one of the nicknames. Wolf also has heard me sing this song in the shower and he likes it. Another reason is that I have had many dreams of Wolf. Furthermore, in the animated sleeping beauty, Princess Aurora and Prince Charming met by dancing together. The first physical interaction I had with Wolf was a dance.
That said, Wolf and all the cps are not my princes because my happy ending is elsewhere.
This chapter took a lot of time and effort, so remember to vote. The songs I chose for Ben suck, so if you want, I can do a song reading where I ask for messages from him and post the results here. I can also do a part two for any cps that I missed. Jason the toymaker has reentered my life recently, but I didn't have any songs from him.
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