Trigger warning: Self doubt/hate Smut warning 18+: this chapter will contain consensual rough sex
Rain let the warm water ease some of her aches. She couldn't help her mind race. Bucky seemed a bit distracted and distant as Matt and Foggy left.
Did he realize she wasn't a sophisticated lady. Was he having second thoughts about her?
She tilted her head to let the water stream down her face. Lost in her thoughts she didn't hear the bathroom door open.
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Bucky undressed in Rain's room before entering her bathroom. He watched quietly as the hot water turned her porcelain skin pink.
Rain looked up and saw Bucky watching her and smiled, "Did you finally come to claim your turn at a shower with me?"
Bucky stepped into the space, "I thought you could use a good back scrubber."
He bent his head to capture her lips. She wrapped her arms around his neck, "Bucky..." her voice was soft.
Bucky didn't reply just kept kissing her.
Rain traced her hands along his length. Bucky nipped her lip, "Rain... I need you."
Rain looked up at him, "I'm right here for you to take."
Bucky rested his forehead against hers, "I'm not sure I can do gentle."
Rain ran her hand through his hair, "And who said I need gentle?"
Bucky looked up, "You deserve a man better than me... You'd be better off with just Steve."
Rain froze and turned off the water and stepped out of the shower grabbing a towel, "If you're dumping me you didn't have to give me a last fuck. I know I'm not... I'm just plain and not built like who you're use to..."
Bucky looked confused and stepped out, "Rain-"
Rain shook her head and kept her back to him, "You don't have to give me a sad speech about how I'm a nice girl, but-" her voice choked back a sob, "But you just don't think-"
Bucky grabbed for her arm but she stepped away still keeping her back turned, "Rain... Rain will you look at me... That's not-"
Rain wrapped her arms tight around her, "I get it. You don't want me... I won't make it weird... I'm sure Steve will tell me the same thing later... I mean who wants the frumpy plain librarian anyway."
Upset with how she was talking about herself Bucky grabbed her and spun her around, "I DO RAIN! I WANT YOU!"
Bucky ran a hand through his damp hair, "You're a god damn fucking goddess!"
His lips crashed into hers demanding she give into him.
Rain fought him for dominion in the kiss. Bucky growled running his hands into her hair and gave it a hard tug, "You're beautiful. Soft and curvy. Fuck Rain feel what you do to me."
He put one of her hands on his hard on, "I didn't come in to give a pity fuck."
Rain's eyes had filled with tears as he eased his grip and pulled her to him, "Rain... I don't deserve someone as pure and good as you. I'm not worthy of you."
Rain blinked, "Bucky, You are a good man and I love you. I love you because you always remember that Steve takes his epipen with him to work. I love you because you came running to get rid of the monster spider for me. I love you because of your corny jokes. I love you because you're you."
Bucky's eyes filled with tears, "Doll..." He kissed her long and deep scooping her up and taking her to bed, "I wasn't joking in the shower Rain, I can't give you gentle tonight."
Rain arched her hips, "I can take it James Barnes."
Bucky kissed her hard biting her lower lip, "Baby girl I am going to fuck you so hard."
Rain smirked, "Take me. Make me yours."
That's all he needed to hear. Bucky sunk himself into her until he bottomed out. Pulling all the way out then slaming home again, "You are mine. I may not deserve you, but you belong to me!"
Rain cried out wrapping her arms around him holding on for all her worth, "Bucky! Please!"
Bucky caught her mouth in a kiss, "Come with me Rain."
Rain couldn't hold back as the orgasm flooded her.
Bucky shot all of himself into her, "Rain... I love you."
Rain kissed him, "Don't ever doubt I love you."
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Bucky pulled Rain into him and cuddled her, "I'm sorry I was rough."
Rain kissed his hand, "I'm not. Close your and get some rest."
She yawned and wiggled her bottom against him. Bucky kissed the top of her head and closed his eyes.
That's how Steve found them in Rain's bed. He bent over and kissed Rain's head and started to make his way out of the room when his hand was caught, "There's room in her bed punk."
Bucky's voice was groogy with sleep.
Steve smiled, "I know jerk, next time. Go back to sleep."
Steve chuckled as Bucky pulled Rain closer and drifted back to sleep.
"There is room in her bed and heart for us both." Steve whispered as he left to sleep in his room.
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