These were all on my Instagram... (plus some new ones)
Then I began feeling something about it... I'm a quiet kid... always... but how did I put it all out... I didn't want the attention... I liked when I was of some help to anyone out there...
some...
The stars moved apart Glass scaffold of constellation Shards like the broken glass Right, yet feeling out of place There's but that void up in space One to freedom the rest all torn You hated looking back So you took all you could The void is dark and cold A sky of celestials with a gap Weirdly very attractive like A scrabbler's first blank on The letter littered board This time, I worry less No hot tears or cold sweat No fits of rage or frustration It's still stuck to my head It's a kind of pain I've gotten into The moment a hand I gripped Slipped right out and vanished Maybe I held too hard I've become more calloused, so Though it's got the ability to ruin This very time around, My kind of pain, doesn't hurt. -Z To the one's I've always clung onto, thank you for always being there... wether for 15 seconds or 15 years! #numb #people #peoplechange #friendship #relationships #relationship #healing #letgo #writer #poetry
Someone sent me this today "🥺See those who are meant to stay with us will stay" 🐉 Thank you...
>People being tagged< so far I stuck to anyone related to the image/text in the posts, but upon request I'm adding ^_~
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I remember being so broken at the point when I wrote this... I missed someone who mattered so much to me...
That young and budding rapper really told the right ones will stay... someone who often gets on against popular opinions too... I grew... it's an honour to have been supported that way...
But... girl... I'm glad you came back... the day your stat popped back on... I couldn't help it... I sobbed so bad...
Idk if it's my memory or... It felt like March... I remember march 6... I had screenshots but meh... I'm glad you're back... welcome home, hun!
Plus the secret staying in touch with others despite this was priceless...
When I was so proud of my 15+ now 17+ year long friendship... I always adore that one... but even my mom tells me... Ik it too... their priorities are different and no matter what is said... the actions just don't align... but it's me... tolerant... and it's my longest friendship... time-tested... it won't waver...
I didn't even know what my future had in store for me though...
