Me.

14OCT 2022

Reposting a short one by Shweta @wordswithshweta

Wrote to encapsulate the feeling of being lost...

Now to be fair I'm at a loss
Of us and of what's actually on
This from my chest I'll get off
Hurt or pain I might've caused
I meant no pain nor worry
Nothing to break a solid bond
Of friendship, trust and time
I wish would forever be mine
Choosing just us each time
But then again it could be me
Maybe far too sharply spoken
But the end drew right in
Quaking amidst an earthquake
And at a point of losing myself
Is this calling it quits?
I wish it was nowhere there
But to go back through it all...
You were really close
Labelled a friend

-Z (will probably be the draft of what I will conclude with)

I was really pushed into feeling responsible even years after... it was all so abrupt (yet insidious)

There's one experience that flung me astray... #exbff #life #peoplechange #people
#exbestfriends hold on! @hunt_wynorski Through something from way far back... something that I could always talk about, but finally truly have recently been healing from... honestly the overcoming without healing really hurt people that followed, but I also think I had the taste of pain before life just took off (not totally perfect), but definitely looking forward and up...
To no more pain, more healing and growth and a forever bond!
Loml. @xzuniverz @k00kaholic (all carrots and rabbits)
@chicken_little_101(let's scream more lyrics AND FLING 'EM [B]BALLS-  Aha-)
@xyuniverz @bn.sha__ (very bold of blends to assume we weren't close)
@annawinstun (how many years has it even been!)
@yzuniverz @ar_ah_st (all the shoulder leaning, yearly meeting, reminder spamming life lessons came from this warrior queen!)