These were all on my Instagram... (plus some new ones)
Then I began feeling something about it... I'm a quiet kid... always... but how did I put it all out... I didn't want the attention... I liked when I was of some help to anyone out there...
some...
There's nothing worse than back then
How I'd hold it all in
How it morphed me into this blob
The pathetic mental state I was in
Things spiralled down with both
Miscommunication and the lack of any
And the ghosting and ignorance trending
At the mercy of people many
People that cut me off even when I couldn't
Past that I'd stay to keep them safe
One sided and constantly preyed on
Till my circle came in and kept me safe
Words crashed like a tidal wave
Years of alphabets pent up like constipation
All to slip out with the time it took
I took a step out from living in my imagination
The world wasn't just all like them Some people ever so genuinely care
No matter what I have my hands full of now
They're just always there
From him to her, fam to the not-by-blood one
Communication like alternating current
Ups and downs, you and I alike
The only way we can swim against the current
Hold my hand and my heart
Be it by words or non-verbal
No more repression, you show no aggression
No more parallax left at all
We see eye to eye and heal
Misunderstandings, a moment of the past
These may not be easy to find
Yet these are the ones that truly last
No more being a victim
No more being in eternal pain
The winter is ending and the tempest is here
A summer night dance in the rain
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