These were all on my Instagram... (plus some new ones)
Then I began feeling something about it... I'm a quiet kid... always... but how did I put it all out... I didn't want the attention... I liked when I was of some help to anyone out there...
some...
Just one conversation Put my hands to work One ripped out blank page Added words, left it out and now Completed with her tear stains Once was a lifestyle - being crafty Since then I've always liked to Yet somehow the criticism chose To scare this inner child of mine And all the paper, glue and cellophane All those unused stickers and colours Even the rusty child-safe scissors Added a pop of colour to the once blank page The tear stains salting the bland As she read it with trembling hands She was a people-person and I the quiet kid who never came out [(I know you'd beg to differ, kiddo, but shh lol)] She didn't see it coming neither did I One little convo that convinced me to go on My inner child scribbled with focus Slid it under her door and Messed with the lights and ran away Leaving her a text to check under her door She did the seasoning with tears I'm not perfect, but I didn't think I could help at all But there when I listen to my inner circle That fights to hard to get my inner child back rights It feels almost magical A little too good to be true But it beats me how you do it for me too Yet I hope she feels more charged now That she beats the pain Yet until we can see the moon again I wish her well. -Z I was initially wanting to write about how someone I currently rely on so hard... noticing my sudden low, fought hard to lighten me up... and it definitely worked coz well... that's been almost routine for @xyuniverz Back here... just offered support to someone who I thought needed it a bit ago... thank you for the countless times you've let my inner child find freedom and peace @yzuniverz and for the million more unnecessary and harmful lessons the little me inside will learn to unlearn... also @k00kaholic for being the only one I've done anything handmade #jk for since I got conditioned (I'm sure the circle knows that story of how that went down...) that it was too cliché... #handmade #handmadegifts #getwellsoon #friendship My precious ppl... I wouldn't let you go even if you wanted me to...
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Jul 21 is the birthday... of someone... that pretty much shaped me... so many ways... a huge reason for the life experiences that I have... and part of the undertone of a lot of my work that I'd put up...