9 oct 2021

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Me being me, I'm sorry,
For this and anything else.

Torrential thoughts as I drown
In my tears, letting my hair down
Chilled to the bone and quivering
In negativity, clearly overpowering
My fluffy blanket and every ounce
Of her warmth, I refuse to bounce
Silently I slink into a corner
Rationality locked in a drawer

Drop right to my knees when
There's no need to at all
Sometimes instead of the one
Who'd bumped me from behind
If the clouds arent too dense
Unnecessarily annoying, I can tell
But sometimes it's slick like oil
No piercing sun, my judgement
Then there goes my sight
It's all inconsolable and incessant

Apologies for everything, I'm sorry
I'm sorry for apologising when
All you did was tell me to not say
Sorry.
~Z
@chloris_panda for my #artist #spotlight section
#emotions #writer #emotion #emo #art #feelings #poetry
#memoir @carrot_guk

A special note to thank two people who always brought this to light in different lights. Wether my mental health broke us or not.

[Not tagging. I'll forever be grateful to them; since they've been my therapy; wether we talk at all(or too much), thank you for looking out for me.] Oh and @kashvi_forever18 thank you for givin them a name

I know when people come back... I can tell when people suddenly let me see stats and profile pics again... I've missed you. #tenses

Oh and I'm sorry for all the apologies in here. #apologies #sorry #anxiety #panic #mental health

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