Always Mine {Book 3}| Completed

Chapter 28

PHOTO OF EMMA ABOVE ⬆️:

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   "What the hell is that for?" I freaked out, as we pulled into the Zhivaz Hotel parking lot.

   Emma held up, a taser gun, taking it from underneath the passenger front seat. And it seemed as if she hid it underneath there. I know Emma has plenty of issues when it comes to safety and protection especially when it comes to people like Josh and his people. Their men who have sex with any age of girls and they sell illegal drugs and they prostitute, they stack up money and do illegal activity work that no cop knows about.

I don't think we have even thought of our whole plan through. I haven't even thought about it. But in my head, I keep thinking about how this might either go down well or very bad. The good is we'll have the police coming after Josh and these people and Peach is saved. Done. And the bad is that someone might get hurt or worse; killed.

   Somehow I felt like this was a big game to Josh. And I wondered if he is even in this hotel with Peach? Or is it just a manwhore businessman and Peach? And I know I hold a big grudge for Peach still, because I'm not completely over what Peach had done to me. I guess my soul has hurt from this for such a long time. And it still brings me back to the breakup which was worse than any breakup I've had. And I guess knowing what Josh has been doing to Peach, there's a way for me to forgive. By the looks of it, Emma is forgiving Peach. And it's no surprise to me because Emma is honest to a fault and she sometimes doesn't have self respect. But I see how she cares so deeply about others before herself. So if Emma is able to see a light in Peach just like how I see that exact same light in Edward after all the terrible things he did to me then maybe I can forgive Peach as well.

The fact that Peach is actually in a big threat, I can't act like this is a big issue. Because after what I know about Peach and Josh at least from what Emma told me, I can see that it's bad. And this bad thing is that Josh needs to stop this. And once this stops, I can actually free from this. But once Josh is put behind bars or whatever... I can breathe and let Emma walk the streets in freedom.

I have this terrible feeling that Josh knows Emma and I are coming after him. Maybe he just feels an aura or he senses things. He once compared me to him. But I don't see that in myself. I never hurt, degraded or abused women like him. And if it was up to me, I'd actually commit homicide upon him. And I just don't see anything perfect. But the only perfect thing I can do is to realize that this thing Josh is forcing upon Peach, and I can't just let Josh do the terrible things. The awful things he is putting upon Peach, I can't even bare it because it's entirely insane to think of him as this bad awful person. And I literally cannot do much but stick to the plan I originated with Emma.

I noticed Emma having quite a long quiet to herself. I can see how concerned she is thinking about either Peach or possibly Mandy. She went into that room. I didn't. So I'm not entirely aware. I could see Emma while driving here to the hotel that she was thinking extremely hard. And I can't help but only feel concerned. Emma didn't wish to talk about Mandy, I'm sure. But she is more concerned about Peach right now as so was I.

Being parked in the night of the parking lot to the hotel, I see the neon sign lit up. And I see that Emma doesn't wish to say much. Because the quiet is so damn too loud for me, I just had turned on the radio, and of course, Emma became interested in a Amy Winehouse song that just came on.

We only said goodbye with
words. I died a hundred times.

You go back to her
and I go back to
I go back to us.

     It somehow started to put a smile on her face, and she started to look at me like she thought I brought another life in her. But I was still looking at her with the taser that was right in front of me that she literally pulled out a few minutes ago. And she is reacting to all of this. And to me, she actually looks beautiful. And when she's happy, I'm happy. And I think that is just enough.