Always Mine {Book 3}| Completed

Part II: Chapter Sixteen

C H R I S T O P H E R P O V:

3 MONTHS LATER.

I pulled into the driveway of Lindsey's house that she's staying at where she's roommating with a girl who works at a firm office for Social Services. And of course, I thought I looked dumb. I hate giving girls flowers. I literally got the advice from Logan, who is the only person who is talking to me. Ty doesn't wish to talk to me anymore. He's made it clear he wants nothing to do with me and I guess it makes sense now. And I felt guilty for punching him but I wanted fifteen seconds of revenge for him punching me. But whatever, it's been three months and Ty still won't talk to me.

    Ty is actually acting like a little bitch. And I hate my life because I'm jacked up. My amnesia is actually worse than I expected. I been going to hypnosis therapy and apparently, it's a loss cause. But during one of my sessions, I remembered something. It was a certain word. I heard; always and forever.

   I still haven't decipher it. But I'm sure it's a memory that just unlocked. And I wish I could talk to Ty about my past. But like I said, he still won't talk to me. He's holding this grudge against me. He literally blocked my number and blocked me on social media. He doesn't care about me at all. The last time I had actually seen him besides our physical altercation was when he went to get an order at my restaurant for a pickup. And I was about to confront him but he left before I could even say anything to him. And I feel as if nobody sees my side of the story here. Everyone knows or thinks I'm the bad guy in this situation. But is it so wrong that I like dating Lindsey?

One time I had seen Victoria out on a golf course when I took Lindsey there. It was the hottest day, and I had seen Victoria with her father, and I wanted to talk to her and find out about Emma. Because it's been three months and I've heard no word about her. And I certainly haven't seen her. Not since the night I told her to stay away out of my life. Which I guess I will admit was bad on my part. I was angry that she showed up, interrupting my date. But Ty had said she was went there to see me to talk to me. But now I wonder what about? And more importantly, I've been seen by Victoria while being out with Lindsey.

Lindsey and I were out at the Santa Monica pier. And while there, we went there to the bar that was there and in which last week I did turn twenty-one. And we stayed at the amusement park, and I won't lie, I actually had the time of my life and so did Lindsey. And since Lindsey and I are official, I had actually convinced her to stay in Los Angeles. She lives in this house where she roommates with a woman. And I still haven't introduced her to my mother yet. I think it's because I'm waiting for the right time to actually introduce her. And Lindsey has been wanting to meet mom since like two months ago. But I'm still waiting for when it's right.

The one thing I'm awaiting for is to get the enough courage to do what I'm doing now. I actually decided to think about this one thing. I spoke to the girl named Leah that's in school with me, and I asked her opinion about marrying Lindsey. Leah said if I felt that it was right, then I should make it right. And what I had thought of was wanting to ask Lindsey to get married. I made this connection with Lindsey that I don't think I've ever had with anybody. And so about three weeks ago I had bought this ring that I truly loved the moment I saw it. It was made of gold. And I knew it would fit Lindsey perfectly. And Leah was there with me to help me pick it out. I always thought it would be Ty who would be there with me to do the picking out of the ring. But I actually know what Ty's problem is. He's jealous of me. Maybe he always have been. He's jealous of me being with someone who is way better than his wife. Lara Jean is even on Ty's side. I ran into her at the Whole Foods store and she had her son, Leo with her. And she told me if I was smart, I would take my head out of my ass, swallow my pride and see that what I'm doing is dead wrong.